SO HOTTTTT!
heehee!
i'm so freaking looking forward to it man!!
and Taeyang's album! AHHHHHH!
it's coming soon! SOOOOOOON!
thinking of buying his album.. :D
i think it's worth it lehz.... he's just AWESOME.
hehehehe.

ANYWAY! gonna give Spain vs Chile match a miss.. =/
although i really really really superbly wants to watch it.. but i'm too tired.. =/
ouh well...
let's just hope they win! :D
anyway... been sick for the pass couple of days.. =/
been a long time since i've been this sick..
fever's being a stubborn bitch and it keeps coming back.
damnit.
ouh well....

and speaking of stubborn..
i guess my heart is kinda stubborn too...
as much as i would like something to happen...it doesn't happen.
there's no butterflies in the stomach and oh-my-god-why-is-my-heart-beating-so-damn-fast feel with him.
guess it just wasn't meant to be.
knew it wouldn't be tt easy to find one.
gonna just quietly wait bahz... =)
not the first time anyway...

to bed! :D
byeeeee!

Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want.

-Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

Nothing was going to be ordinary again, and both of them knew it. You could patch up whatever was broken, but if you were the one who had fixed it, you’d always know in your heart where the fault lines lay.

-Jodi Picoult

12:20 AM

huhhh...
world cup is getting pretty awesome. :D
and sneaking out in the middle of the night is getting much more fun.
heehee!
the rush of the adrenaline when you have to open the door and main gate quietly..
hahaz!

anyway... calvin and hobbes! :D
i love these two strips. heehee!




gosh... i'm in love with calvin.. hahaz!
he's just so cynical and totally in his own world and mind..

anyway... gonna have something big tmr.. =/
not sure wad i'm feeling.
ouh well..
let nature takes it's course.. =)

getting back results...
=/ not been doing well this time round.
it's ok.. gonna pull up my socks!
damn... my gpa is gonna be so sucky.. =/
jiayouuuuuuuu!
lalalalalalala...
SPAIN SPAIN SPAINNN! :D
i like to see them play..
it's so smooth flowing..
totally different frm Liverpool...
Liverpool play till damn shitty it's getting very pek check..
and those spanish guys is seriously heating up the pitch man...
hahaz!

TILL WHENEVER! :D
loveeeeeee!

1:04 AM

no bad mood cannot be cured by Clavin and Hobbes. :D











i dunno but i think he's pretty awesome. :D
click on the pic to see clearer! =)

2:05 AM

heehee!
for the first time of my entire 18 years of my life... i sneaked out of the house in the middle of the night to watch football.
wow.
it was so freaking scary but damn cool at the same time!
it's like.. OH MY GOD! i dunno how to explain to you!
yes i know.. it's just England vs USA. but still...
it's the first england match in world cup 2010.
i'm not going to miss it!
and even though i know tt England won't win the world cup this time just the thot of seeing Gerrard play is more than enough motivation for me to break all the rules.
hahaz!

and yes i know. the stupid god damn goalkeeper spoilt a totally awesome night.
but it's ok.. at least Gerrard stripped off his shirt and walked arnd half naked aft the match. and not to mention the goal scored was from him and so early too!
was super pissed off with England but then aft seeing Gerrard walking arnd half naked not tt pissed alr lah..
LOL!! i sound like a perv.. =/
heehee! my husband lehhh! :D
ok i shld stop it.
LOL!

anyway!
i cycled all the way from my house to Lewis's house!
it's freaking far! and the freaking upslope is not helping!
if i wanna watch another football match i'm not going to his house alr!
die also go ehub.. DON'T CARE!
although the ride back was quite cool lahz.. BUT STILL!
but i still appreciate it Lewis! THANKS! :D
heehee!

and oh man.. i realised tt ever since i've hit 18 i've become this person who don't give a freaking shit about the rules!
and tt's bad.
it's like i'm going crazy and breaking every single rules tt as been set!
shit. i need someone to stop me.
if not i'll go haywire. =/
ouh well!

and damnnnn i'm super busy this holiday!
i hardly got the chance to go out WWY!
even though i just went out with youm and pig lahz..
but still! it's not the same! =/
and pig is still so busy thx to the projects.. =/
it's ok!
I KNOW TT WE STILL LOVE AND MISSES EACH OTHER! :D
SOON WE WILL REUNITE!

damn.... it's gonna be a busy week ahead.
work from wednesday onwards.
think money!
got money means more money to shop!
JIAYOU!
maybe shun bian can shop while working too..
heehee! niceeeee.. :D

suddenly feel super tired.
like a whole bunch of things for me to do but i dunno wad.
just tt there's alot.
it's ok...
nth a slp can't handle! :D
byeeeee!

never allow someone to be your priority while allowing themselves to be their option.

-Mark Twain

1:17 AM

12:38 AM

my 18th birthday was awesome! :D
hahaz! it's seriously the best birthday ever in my whole 18 years. =)
and oh my god i'm seriously seriously touched. :D
thanks all of you guys for making this the best birthday ever!
hahaz! i love you guyssssss! :D
since it's the best birthday ever.. i shall do a dedicated post! :D wheeeeee!

first!
really really really have to thank her. =)
ALINA!!
hahaz! you're really damn awesome. and i want you to know tt. :D
and it's not because you gave me all that presents. it has totally nth to do with the gifts you gave me... but it's because you went all the way out just to make my birthday so memorable..
AND SO FREAKING AWESOME! :D
also you have been there all these time ever since i've known you and have always supported me in whatever i do.. =)
THANK YOU SUPER LOTS AND I LOVE YOUUUUU! :D heehee!
thousands and millions of hugs and kisses! :D

2:40 AM