well...there's a conflict brewing in wushu..zzz
can't help but feel tt i am part of the reason tis conflict happen...ouh well..
sumhow my craziness over-craziness always causes sumthin bad to happen...zzz
but sometimes i realli can't help it lahz..it's the way i am...
but i'll still try to change..sorry if my over craziness is causin any conflicts..
i din mean it..
and to bastard...guess wad?u were right...no one respects u..and u hav absolutely no right to call ppl a pig or a filthy pig...
hello? hu do u tink u are? ppl fat their problem lahz..wad? u dun like..too bad..live wif it..ur world is filled with fat people..
noe y ppl dun respect u?cuz u hav no respect for them...ur attitude suck and it's no wonder i guai lan u and scream at u...u bu shuang...tt's too bad..cuz i dun giv a damn..
and you noe wad?we actually live happier without u cumin for trng!
loser..wad? u tink without u we wun survive? well surprise! we feel more happy without u..
arsehole...
dun sound like u are so pitiful..cuz u're not..u disgust me and everybody in the team..screw you.

and i'm supposed to be studyin bio now..wth..bloody cher put the test on monday..
yea sure! we will study durin the weekends! not...zzz
yuck...bye.

cuz you're not worth the fight.

6:24 PM

too lazy to blog...
bye.

when you stay then i'll go...
when you go then i'll stay...

12:18 AM

we arent kids...
we dont keep things to ourselves and get super emo or angry about it, cause its inmature and stupid to do it.
dont like just say, dont want just say. or else those friendship problems will never end.
when you only look at ones badness and ignore one goodness, then you will never find the reason for you to like the person.
you dont need repay for friendship.
you dont need a reason to be anyone friend.
you dont need to friend one with all your heart but you need to accept one for what they are. they dont have to change into the type of person you like;
cause thats no longer friendship its just like and dislike.

saw it at suhui's blog and i was tinkin...yea...it's true...
and i shall heed her advice and change my thinking bout questionmark...
so yea...i'm gonna be a better person! or friend! or whatever!
sorry questionmark... =(

it was damn fun todae...
too lazy and too tired to go in detail..
so till nxt tym sexies... =D!
and Ym tink's that liking a childhood friend's cousin is very fairytale..
lolx...
bye!

7:07 PM

and my lovely weekend comes to an end.

Friday.
wushu trng was pretty fun.
had to train at the quarandgle...
keep on fighting for space with the scouts and NCCs...
took picture for *secret!
and he remembered me!!! hahaz...((:
hahaz...aftr tt went for chem tuition...was quite ok...understand wth Mole is..
keep on tryin to smuggle food into our mouths..lolx!
aftr tt went for dinner wif mum and dad...
went home and changed and prepare to go to belyn house to stayover!! =D!
reached there alr 11 plus...
din realli do anythin...2 plus liddat then slp bahz..
missed the feeling... (:

Saturday.
woke up arnd 11 plus i think.
hahaz..ate lunch and prepare to go for tuition...hahaz..
went back to belyn's house aft tuition...
went back and prepared to go to pet farm to see Joey's dog...
it is freaking cute!!
and i fell in love with a puppy..i dunno wad breed it is..but it's love at first sight!!
omg...i'm in love!
and Wt thinks it's scary to fell in love at first sight wif a dog...
it's not scary ok?! it's sweet!
lolx...aftr tt went to Loyang point for dinner and to buy sum stuff
can't get all the stuff we wanted so went to Giant..hahaz...
had lots of fun shopping and doin stupid crazy stuff...=D!
aftr tt went back to belyn's house and watched tv...
2 plus then went to slp...
was chatting wif belyn darling and i suddenly missed E Ym Wt...
i dunno y..but just suddenly thot of them...hahaz..msged them at three in the morn...
and darling..cheer up yea...wadeva tt's making u unhappy will go awae soon...((:
just remember i'll be there when u need someone =D!

Sunday.
woke up at 12 i tink...
went to pick up the dog!!
went to see my love at first sight...too bad he's not mine... =(
fetched Joey's dog...hu is called Jerry...
wanted to call him Jelly..but i'm not allowed..lolx!!
watched a little tv and while playin with Jerry..HE came!
i kinda hoped a little when i heard tt darling's ****** is cumin...but i daren't hope too much..
it's been months since i last saw HIM...
and well..HE came! ((:
my heart was doin a little dance when i saw him..lolx...
but we din talk at all...
was kinda awkward and everythin...
then HE went off wif S...
he changed...i guess i kinda changed too...=/
din do much aftr tt...
aftr dinner went to buy ice cream!
came back and i saw HIM!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...hahaz...
but again we din sae anythin... =(
then it was time to go home...
when i walked out i said bye to him..hahaz...he looked like he was expecting me to sae bye or he looked like he wanted to sae bye..hahaz...
or mayb it's just all my imagination...
anw...when i said bye i feel like my whole world kinda floated..hahaz
and i feel like i small little kid wif a huge crush...zzz
and and and!! he waved back...
crap...i was like...OMG!...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...and now when i tink of it my heart keeps doing somersaults..
i feel so...idunnohowtosae...
then i hugged belyn and i saw HIM looking! hahaz...
was wondering if he wish the one i hugged was him..hahaz...omg...did i just say tt?
lolx..
when i walked out i felt sad...and i wonder when will i ever see HIM again...
well...i'll wait for a miracle and wait for tt day to come... ((:
Ju jie jie fetched me home..din wan to go home so early...so asked her to drop me at the bus stop and i walk home...
and here i am...still replaying back the scene...and my heart doing tt somersault thingy...
zzz...
someone help me to get out of this stupid feeling?
=(...

and i'm startin to hate weekends...cuz it's the dayS where my cousins come and stayover...
i'm just so sick of them coming..don't they have their own lives?
why do they keep coming over and ruin our lives?!
it's so freaking godamn frustrating...ARGH!
i'm feeling emo now..haiz..
Ym! believe in miracles and they will happen...
and i believe tt miracles will happen b/w u and him...((:

i'll still cling on to every hope of seeing HIM..((:
i'll believe in miracles..
Love...

stab my back..it's better when i bleed for you...

11:25 PM

ok...i'm back in bloggin again...
just forget sum things and i wan to add on...

bout questionmark...
well..i actually feel sad for you....
because i noe tt when u grow up u wun have a real fren there because of ur attitude..
and tt's sad because knowing tt u have no life other than ur career and studies...
sumtime studies/career is not everythin...
but i guess u're just too thick headed to see tt way huh...
ouh well...

aftr sch todae ate lunch wif Wt at sch...
izzad and zu an and one more guy came to our table...
hahaz! and i finally noe zu an's name! aftr seeing him every morning at the bus stop!
lolx!! kinda sad lahz...but at least i noe now right?!
anw...we were chatting bout how stupid and retarded we were when we're in sec 2..
lolx...and i miss 2r1...and gwen and amirah and co.
and tt period of time where we get into deep shit...which bonded us together...
ouh well...like i said in the prev prev post...no matter wad we still can't go back to the time.. =(
anw..had real fun and brought back lots of memories aftr tokin to izzad..hahaz
aftr tt we went home..
on the way out of sch we saw R..lolx!
then we run in front to catch up wif him..hahaz..
and we laugh and laugh like siao..hahaz!!
freaking funny lahz!! wth..hahaz..
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
i tink he noe tt we noe..hehehehehehehe...
blah...it was fun... ((:

anw...E! and anybody hu took chi o'lvl oral todae..cheer up okie?!
if u do badly dun tink bout it...
just tink bout the upcomings ones and try to ace it okie?
jiayou!! cheer up!! =D!

okie then...shall go now... ((:
buhbye!
i'm honoured to be ur fren! =D!

5:46 PM

i'm supposed to be in trng now... =/
i seriously tink tt goin trng now is totally useless and pointless.
but i hav no choice... ouh well..
mdm hidaya called me...shldn't hav picked up the phone..
guess tis a the last chance of pon-ing trng..zzz


sch was ok lahz...
pretty boring...
startin to dislike questionmark...
- had said it before...
but i din wan to believe her...
but now i can't NOT believe -...
now i see her true colours...
and i am so damn disgusted by it..
no..i'm not goin to do anythin bout it
cuz even if i do anythin bout it she wun do anythin bout it anw...
so i shan't do anythin and juz drift away frm her..
and make her feel the pain...muahahahahahahahahahaz..
i'm evil..i noe..somehow i feel tt she deserve it..
aftr wad we had done for question mark she din even freaking appreciate it...
fine..if questionmark dun appreciate it..then i'll shall stop doin wad i done for her..
she don't freaking deserve it...
and i tink tt questionmark deserve the pain she's feeling now...
told you i'm evil...

and i tink my dad is freaking cute..
hahaz...he's like the cutest dad is the whole world!! (at times)

((: bye.

i just love this picture.. =D!

4:01 PM

first day of the week.
was ok...pretty energetic when i went to sch..
the weather was nice...din sweat at all...(:

chem was o..k..
slept awhile...was pretty boring as usual...
din get a freaking thing about molecular mass as i was staring at Gerrard's face while i was sleepin..
heehee...

VL is blah...

Recess!! OMG...
Ym! you shldn't hav told me!!
now i'll suan you like siao!
oh man...
bad bad me! RAH!!

Hist was not bad lahz..
Mr. Tan din come...did some chem and hist...

Chinese...copied Wt..heehee.. *shhhh!
will i get in trouble for sayin it here?
if i will pls pretend u nv see it?
=D!

Assembly was Gross?!
blegh....

i almost wacthed Diehard 4.0!
ALMOST!
wth?
almost seem to be happening to me these few days...
i almost watch huan huan ai...
i almost went crazy over retarded things...
wad's wrong with me?
at least make almost real!
=( i realli realli wan to watch Diehard 4.0...
and HARRY POTTER!!
nobody wanna go wif me... =/

and Wt...stop feeling bad!
i feel bad for makin you feel bad!!
RAH!!!

i have a confession to make...
but i dun have the courage to do it...
i'm an evil low-lying coward... =(
I'M EVIL!!!!!
help me!!!

5:20 PM

11:51 PM

RAH!!!!
i realise tt lots of ppl are using tt alot..lolx...
but i guess it pretty much sums everything up..lolx!

haiz...homework is like a mountain now...
and tests is startin soon...
blegh!
i miss my bed alr!
omg...

i have nothing to sae...
and i can't believe i'm thinking THIS!!
wth?
it is sooooooooo sdhafiouahdfgduig!!
*slaps myself!!
i have to wake up!!
blah...

i'm addicted to Sebastian Young...a fictionous(?) character frm a book...
i'm addicted to honey milk tea...
i'm addicted to Pokka Green Tea...
i'm addicted to love stories...
i'm addicted to my fantasies...
i'm addicted to chocolates...
someone help me?

Bye Garcia )= ...Hello Torres... (=

6:15 PM

okie...i'm back to blog again...
i'm too bored even though i still have hw not finished... o.O

i realised tt i've build sumthin b/w me and W when i've posted tt sakae thingy...
and i feel bad...becuz i feel stupid thinkin tt way...ouh well...
nvm...it'll b over soon...
and i wan to thank Youming again..((:
for everything...
love you! sweeT!!!!

and yest syafiq said sumthin tt make me damn happy...
lolx!
guess wad he sae??
"you look awesome wearing liverpool jersey."
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
heard tt!?!?! lolx!!
muahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahaz...
i almost can't slp tt night...lolx!
apparently he saw me when i'm on the way to tuition...lolx!
and we're on the same bus but din see each other!! lol
he also said sumthin lahz..but shall not sae..muahahahahaahahahaz...
so happy...
*slaps myself* wake up!!
fine...
i'm still happy..muahahhahahahahahahahz...

may good things nv end..((:

5:39 PM

okie... Part 2! ((:

aft the planes fly past...my cam went crazy and the pictures were blur...
i guess they were frightened by the loud noise...

as the performance start...we were quiet for awhile..
but when national day songs were playing...me Wt and Ym were standing up and sorta dance and sing along with it..
hahaz...IT WAS FREAKING FUN!!
the photographer was taking pictures of us...
but this time we din care and keep on singing and dancing and waving our hands in the air..
thank god there's no ah-beng behind us if not we will get screamed at...
lolx...we were feeling damn patriotic and i can't help wondering wad it's like to be one of the sexy ppl in the parade...lolx..
aftr the show we were waitin for ppl to go first..and i felt bad disturbing the two ladies in front of me as we were realli realli noisy throughout the show..
hahaz..so me Wt and Ym said sorry...
aftr sayin sorry we faster ZAO...
lolx!i think they were surprised tt we apologised..hahaz
aft tt we walked to cityhall mrt station...
on the way there we passed thru shoppin malls...
omg!!i wanted to go shopping right there and then..hahaz...
Ym and Wt tried to keep me walking and prevent me walking into shops
lolx...and i tink tt to prevent me frm wanting to go shopping..Wt suggested tt we count the number of ppl wearing stripe-shirt...lolx...
and true enuff...i din see the shops we walked pass and keep on lookin for ppl who wear striped shirts...lolx...
and get this...we saw.....*drum roll!* 103!!!
and it is oni a short distance frm marina bay to cityhall mrt station!!
actually got more one...but Ym and Wt sae stop alr...
got me addicted then sae dun wan liaoz..zZz...
then when the train came and everybody went in..
then there's 3 ppl tryin to get on the train but too later alr..hahaz..
then we went "uh-oh!"..hahaz..then the guy waved goodbye...
and me Wt and Ym waved back!!
LOLX!!
the guy was kinda shocked i think..but he waved back anw..lolx...
damn freaking funny..hahaz!
then took mrt to tanah merah to meet Wt's dad and sis...
lolx...aftr meeting Wt dad and sis we went Changi Village to EAT!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
hahaz..aftr eating we had to go hooooooooooooooooooooome...
and Wt's dad is so cool and cute..lolx..
he brin us home...heehee...insisted Ym to call us when she reached home...
and Wt dad nearly drive me until under my block..
hahaz...feel bad...
anw...good things hav to come to an end.. =(
ouh well...at least there's good things... =D!
and i feel bad...
cause mummy sae tt i cannot tok to strangers...but we kinda just interact with 4 ppl...
sorry mummy...(:
heehee....
and i shall be nice and not sae tt i'm right on two occasions while Wt is wrong..heehee...
oppx! i tink i just did..lolx..i tink i'm evil...

I LOVE YOUMING & WANTING!!! <3
AND I LOVE SINGAPORE!!!
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8:00 PM

5:54 PM