the alarm rang.
which means i'm supposed to be studyin now...but i'm still blogging...
wth..i have no self-discipline at all...blegh...

oh! and wanting have finally understand why i'm crazy over Martin Johnson alr!!
hahaz...and for the i dunno how-many-times Martin Johnson is the frontman of Boys Like Girls and he's totally god damn freaking HOT!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

and stop shitting all over me you shit(wanting)!
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

no one is home now..the house is so bloody quiet...
i've on the radio...played music from the comp and i'm wasting energy when i'm supposed to be conserving it.
and now i'm talking crap.
right...bye...i'm goin to study.
serious!!

i wonder if u guys actually believe it...
bye pieces of shit!! ((:

7:36 PM

YBPOS! ((:

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala...
i'm getting so fucking lazy...die liaoz...
study you shit!!! ARGH!!!!
i'm eating more than i should these days and i keep on giving excuses like " aiya nvm lahz..aft exam will go run one" even though i noe i wun run...zzz...DIE!
RAH. nvm...
i'm bored. i'm goin for tuition in half an hour's time. i'm hungry even though i have just eaten.i'm very sleepy...zzz..
i'm bored lahz!!! blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
bye!
LIVERPOOL BETTER WIN TODAE!! =/

at that moment, nothing seems to matter. ((:
LOVE.

12:12 PM

The Click Five - All I Need Is You

5:10 PM

Eng Paper 2 and Chi Paper 1 is TOMORROW!!
fuck fuck fuck!
it doesn't even feel like i'm having exams tmr lahz...omg...
where the fuck has all the urgency gone to?!?!?!?!
piang!
and wanyi keep sayin "WAH!not bad lehz!" whenever i do homework or listen in class...
am i realli tt bad??? hmm..
but i realli need to study le lahz!!! die die die!!!
ok...it still doesn't help tryin to act like there's no more time..the sense of urgency still dun wan to come to me...
wierd...somebody slap me in the head and scream at me pls?
lolx! anw..i wanna thank jing jing and husband for keeping me awake in class even though i'm being a bitch when they wake me up...zzz
i noe how bad i can be when i just wake up..lolx! and thx for tt paper ball huh?!
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaz..

mid autumn festival yest...
was kinda diff frm usual...
this yr went to changi beach with my family only...
was fun i guess...i swear my dad is sexy!
hahaz!! saw lots of aeroplane!! i wanna sit!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
no candles no sparklers no lanterns this year though..
but it was heart-warming!! ((:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

oh! oh! oh!! LIVERPOOL won READING!! heehee!
4-2 baby!! =D!!!
Torres is getting sexier and sexier..lolx!
but i still love Gerrard more..heehee...
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
okie..better get my bloody butt off the chair tt's in front of the comp and go study!
bye sexy people!!

something has change...
something i can't put my finger on.
damn i hate change...it nv feels good...
hopefully everything will change back to normal...
call me when you've stop being a bitch.
bye.

click five's song is getting into me...((:
and wanyi!! if u happen to see this before exam which i dun think will happen...well.. jiayou ok?! dun too stress!! it'll be over before you know it!! ((: love ya!!

Nothing showing on the outside
Something's dying on the inside
WIERD.

4:48 PM

went to Genting during the weekends.
feels so damn wierd going to some other countries dring school term...
hahaz...ouh well...if it's not for some old people concert we wun be goin anw...

let's rewind back to Friday!!

Friday.
aftr sch went to PRP together wif Wt.
went to Whitesands first...saw bloody Gerald...
scared Wt...lolx!
went to the beach and picked LOTS of seashells!!! ((:
hahaz...aft tt went back to my house and bath and stuff and went to tuition..can't even concentrate during tuition...=/
feel like such a bad girl....
then i was so bored and bu shuang Gerald's face that i started passing notes to him. hahaz!
i wrote "JERK!" then throw it to him..aftr lots of missed shots..hahaz!
wanted him to sae sorry to Wt blah blah...kinda had fun passing notes..at least there's sumthin to do...
aft tuition rushed home ate dinner and went to Golden Mile..
hahaz..on the way to the place where we're supposed to board the bus..dad was freaking damn cute!!hahaz!
he's just cute lahz! small little boy type of cute..hahaz!
reached Genting at about 5 plus in the morning..hahaz..din notice at all...slept through the whole journey.

Saturday.
woke up at 10+..11.
went to ate brunch then went to play for the whole freaking day!! hahaz!just the four of us.
dajie erjie me and eileen!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...no parents allowed!
the adults went to casino...
played till 6+ and was damn bored alr...
decided to head back to the hotel to bath and stuff...
went to eat dinner then..
aftr tt the adults go to the concert while the four of us went to play some of the indoor rides...
waited till 9 and went to watch Hairspray!! hahaz...
was fun. ((:
aftr the movie went to play the games again...
played bumper car for dunno how many times...
then there's this girl who is so fucking god damn irritating and keep on following me and banging into me that i was so pissed and i bump her and said "you fucking bitch!" and drove off...
lolx! for the rest of the time she din bang into me at all..hahaz!! at least it works..
aftr tt arnd 12+ goin to 1 went to buy some food and head back to the room...din noe tt mum and dad were slpin alr..apparently they din went to casino...
i swear my dad is damn guai lahz!
he dun drink dun smoke dun gamble! mayb except mahjong...but tt's diff.
he's damn sexy! hahaz...
then aft we eat...we went to slp...

Sunday. (NO ONE'S FRIEND birthday.)
woke up ate brunch...shopped for a little while..was damn rush...
then we hav to board the bus alr...
reached SG at arnd 9+ 10..hahaz...
was fun...i guess...tired too...
watch the whole match of Manu v Chelsea...
hahaz..supported Chelsea but they lost..ouh well..
sent msg to NO ONE'S FRIEND at 11.59..hahaz!
was fun...being the last =D!
then went o slp aft the match...heehee...

yea...damn long lahz...shall stop...some pics! ((:


TWIST! (("

why is my eyes so small?

EILEEN! ((: on some boat thingy.

RAH!

heehee! ERjie and DAjie!

on some kiddy ride. that Jumbo goes flying up and down. hahaz!

ME! & EILEEN! =D!

it's balanced!

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

my face is squashed!

WEEEEE!

blegh!

heehee!i swear my eyes is damn small... o.O

i have bling! lolx!

and i fell in love with you.
LOVE.

7:50 PM

Top 10 Things to do after End Of Years.

1. Go Beach!!!!!!!!
Fang Jing Zhi!!!! *hint hint!!!
2. Date bloody QH. (provided tt bloody girl is not busy...)
3. Movie Marathon!! (anybody?!?!?!?!)
4. Sleep for AT LEAST 13 hours everday.
Muahahahahahahahahahahaz! i'm a pig! so what?
5. Get a Job. hopefully.
6. Shopping!!!
(did i just sae tt?! )
7. Watch Full House!! ((:
8. Watch Gong Zhu Xiao Mei
9. Go Beach again!!!!!!!!!!
10. Go Sentosa! get tanned! (i swear i'm bloody white.)

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
somebody smack me before i go any crazier...
end of years have not even STARTED and i'm alr thinkin of wad to do AFTER end of years...
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah....
and i'm even getting damn excited just by thinking of these...
and it's only the top 10!!!
there's so much more stuff to do!! like goin running every single day although i dun think i will do it...go swimming...go roller blading...ice skating..cycling...and so much moooooooore!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i'm feeling damn hyper now...
but no one is here to hyper with me...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
wish you were here.

i'm gonna make you feel like you're in heaven on earth
LOVE.

10:12 PM

anybody happen to have this song?


OH MY GOD!
Jose Mourinho is gone?!?!?!
"Chelsea have confirmed that manager Jose Mourinho has left the Stamford Bridge club by 'mutual consent' after three trophy-laden years at the helm."
hahaz! see that syafiq? lolx...i wonder wad will happen to Chelsea...ouh well..
EPL will be boring without him..tt's for sure..hahaz!

things have been good i guess....
din have the mood to blog though...
now i only hope things go well for my dad...
sucks to know that things have been goin wrong and all i can do is just stand by his side and pray that nth happen... =/
nvm..i know that everything will be ok! ((:

and i swear Gerrard is getting sexier and sexier!!
omg!!! he's damn....SEXY!!! ahhhhhhhhhh...
fine...stop giving me that diao face! i noe u are showing that face....hmph!
anw..i'm tryin to imagine myself scoring a goal and i'll run run run then slide with knees on floor type to celebrate my goal..lolx!
sexy right?! lolx...a girl can dream right? hahaz!
bet it's damn cool lahz!! *fantasising.....

riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight...getting lazy....buhbye sexy people!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Martin Johnson is HOT!! =D!

i'll walk with you till the end of the world. ((:
LOVE.

3:53 PM

funny how one fine day can go haywire just like tt *snaps fingers! *
zzz...this sucks. he dun deserve this damnit!
he's like the greatest person on earth and all the bloody fucking heaven or wadever it is is treating him this way?!
hello?! where the fucking hell has all the justice or fairness or wadever fuck shit gone too?!
damn YOU lahz!
is this how the greatest guy on earth be treated?!
to think that he believes in YOU so much...
but hopefully YOU wun be that heartless and may things be better...
please..i beg YOU.
i'll even pray every day...
please...do something to treat him better!
(fuck...i'm contradicting myself....wadever.)

and ****** ********* my arse lahz!
what am i? rubbish?
do i realli look that stupid to you?!
you don't seem to be "******** **********" her though...
hello?! and yea..you're *****..everyone is *****...
but can't you even at least **** *** * ***?!
izzit realli that hard?
damn you...
who ARE you?!

and why am i not surprised...geez...
to hell with you.

thx. cuz without you i dun think i can even manage thru a day.
when everything in my world seems like it's crumbling down...
you were they to support me...
even when i'm damn freaking irritating or you're occupied or wadever..you're still there...
i love you man!
you deserve everything you have now...
and i'm happy for you...
love ya! ((:

study!! you little piece of shit.

tomorrow will be better.
i know it will.
hope is my only hope.
LOVE.

10:39 PM

11:12 PM

Jelly is gone.
was wearing my shoes this morning and noticed the cage door was open...
she's gone...just like that!
and i din even feed her the night before..
i bet she's starving now... shit.
but somehow i feel relieve...cuz everyday i'll look at her and hoping tt she's not dead...
i dunno wad i'll do if Jelly is dead and i hav to bury her...
pls...if anyone sees her feed her ok?! and if she's dead...pls bury her... ='( thx...
love you Jelly! =(

anw...been pretty moody lately i guess...
just suddenly feel like every thing i do needs lots of energy..=/
and i'm super super god damn tired...haiz..
shall charge my energy by slpin at 10...although it's alr 10.50 now...o.O
wadever...
i'm swimming in my own fantasy now...
bye people.

p/s : i love you husband!! =D! THX!

One single smile a helping hand
Its not that hard to be a friend
So don’t give up stand 'til the end
Theres more to life than just to live
SWEET.

10:39 PM

have i expected too much?
i think i have.
maybe i shouldn't have keep my hopes up. =/
blah.
i realli shld change my attitude.
fuck.


FECKING COCKROACH!!!
FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECK!!!
GO AWAY YOU SHIT!
RAH!!
mayb i shld realli bring bygone(?) wherever i go...hmmm...

does he noe tt there's a girl somewhere out there who love him to oblivion?
LOVE.

5:58 PM

UNBELIEVABLY SHALLOW.

CONFUSED.

3:57 PM

school is gonna start in 8 hours and 20 mins later...
and i'm scared..=/
dun ask me y i'm scared...i just feel scared...haiz...
it's like aft sch starts we hav to start mugging alr...exams will start soon...
we hav to study and study..
parents breathing down our necks...
freaky man...
haiz..for the first time in the whole year i dun feel like goin back to sch...
=(

and my bloody zen stone plus wun stop blinking...fuck.
WIERD.

12:01 AM

I BOUGHT MY ZEN STONE PLUS!!!! =D!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee((:
went vivo wif hui jun jie felicia and two sissy...
was fun i guess...((:
bought a dress...
hahaz...din expect it myself...but wth...
and now i owe my sis a huge amt of money!!
i'm officially brokeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! =/

and i've just realise some stuff...
i think i kinda change...
change as attitude...the way i am...everything lahz...
i dunno if it's good or bad but i kinda like it...
but i dun realli like it...
o..k...i dun think tt sounds right but yea wadever....it's 12.50 now and i dun hav mood to blog alr..bye sexies!

now we're back together.
cause true love last forever. ((:
LOVE.

12:52 AM

i just remembered something.
I FREAKING BOUGHT MY BOYS LIKE GIRLS ALBUM ALR!!!! ((:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
i still can't believe i choose it over click five's album...
ouh well...Wt's reason is TOO logical alr...nvm..i shall save more money!! ((:
Click Five! here i come!!! =D!
and i'm gonna get my zen STONE plus tmr!!! i can't wait!!!! =DDDDDD!!!!

OSSESSION.

1:07 AM

List out top5 birthday presents you want :
1. Go to Liverpool and see Gerrard
2. The Click Five's album
3. Have more brain cells so i can be smarter
4. have a NOT fucked up family.
5. secret.((:

Answer the following question :
1.(The person who tag you is...)
Youming!!! ((:
2.(Your relationship with him/her is...)
my sexiest fren on earth.
3.(your 5 impressions on him or her is...)
-great listener
-great friend
-SUPER huggable
-a high-er like me.
-great character.
4.(The most memorable thing he/she did for you...)
be there when i realli need someone..((:
5.(The most memorable words he/she said to you...)
too many alr... =D!
6.(If he/she become your lover, you'll...)
er...i dun mind if she's the guy version... =DDD!!
7.(If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she need to improve on is...)
nothing. i like her the way she is. ((:
8.(If he/she becomes your enemy you'll...)
er...i'll kill myself?
9.(If he/she becomes your enemy, the reasons will be...)
er...i dunno...shall tell you when we are...but wait for your nxt life if you wan to noe.
10.(The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...)
lolx! secret!!!
11.(our overall impression of him/her...)
a very very great friend. ((:
12.How do you think people around you feel about you?
er...i dunno? din ask.but i think bitchy is one of them though.
13.The character you love of yourself are?
can go damn high when i wan.
14.On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself are?
inconsistent. =/
15.The most ideal person you wanna be with is?
use ur butt think also noe lahz! STEVEN GERRARD!!! =D!!
16.For those people who love and care about you, say something to them.
LOVE YA! MEAN IT!! ((:

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they feel about you.(Please try not to chose those the previous person has chosen, but you may)
1. chuiying
2. elaine
3. wanting
4. wanyi
5. youming (i'm anti social...)
6. jingzhi
7. maylyn (she wun even come to my blog...but wadever.)
8. belyn darling
9. suhui
10. syafiq (ur blog is too boring...heehee...jk! ((:)

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
er...Jaejoong?lolx... i dunno.
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
wad do you think?
20.If no.7 and 10 are together will it be a good thing?
er...i dunno? they dun even noe each other.
21.How about no.6 and 5?!!
lolx! er.....no comments? do they even noe each other?? *scratches head*
22.What is no.2 studying about?
Bio Chem Emaths Amaths SS ElecGeog Hist English Chinese.
23.When is the last time you chat with no.3?
er...7.40pm i think. sumwhere there lahz.
24.What kinda band does no.8 like?
er...anything tt is nice..((:
25. Does no.1 have any sibling?
Yepp! one sissy!
26.Will you woo no. 3?
mayb?see my mood..hehehehehe...
27.How about no.7?
lolx! dun think so.
28.Is no.4 single?
YEPP! anybody interested?!
29.What is the hobby of no.4?
eh....study? lolx! actually i dunno..crap...shall ask her.
30.Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
they dunno each other lahz!
31.Where is no.2 studying at?
Ngee Ann Secondary School, 3r6 ((:
2.Talk something casually about no.1.
crazy and mad.but i still love her. ((:
33.Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
lolx! we're alr attached to each other...=D!
34.Where does no.9 live at?
eh....bedok!
35.What colour does no.4 like?
ORANGE!!! =D!
36.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nope. dun think they noe each other very well.
37.Does no.7 like no.2?
er...not realli?
38.How did you get to know no.2?
same class this year! ((:
39.Does no.1 have any pets?
yes! JOJO! doggie!!
40.Is no.7 the sexist person on Earth?
hahaz! nope...i'm sexier!! heehee....

11:59 PM

two words tt make people(er...more for girls lahz....) scream....
ZAC EFRON.
*screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

twist, twist, twist, twist, mashed potato, mamba! ((:
OBSESSION.

8:44 PM

6:05 PM

yea..apparently no one wanted to kill me...so i'm back here blogging...
thot people tt hate me will jump on this opportunity to kill me..but still no takers...ouh well..
too late! i wanna liveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
random...anw...where the banana is my banana holiday?! BANANA!
homeworks piled high up like mountains....banana man.
this whole week is fully book..and bloody tuition!!! i wanna go to 6/1'o4 class outing!!!!!
damn! xie lao shi is going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
BANANA!!!BANANA! BANANA!!!
ok...i should stop banana-ing and kill all the homework...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! NOT.

it's still the beginning of everything.
with you in it. ((:
LOVE

4:51 PM

i'm a stupid coward.
somebody kill me please. =/

3:55 PM

i sure hate being a Gemini...=/


Adaptable and versatile
Communicative and witty
Intellectual and eloquent
Youthful and lively
Nervous and tense
Superficial and inconsistent
Cunning and inquisitive


inconsistent.
crap...i noe tt! how come i can't feel the same thing for the whole time? why do i hav to keep on changing my mind?
basket.
i'm changing my mind on lot of things now... zzz
wad will you do if i wanted to go back to wad we hav been?
wad will your reaction be if i sae i'm sorry for all the thins i hav done?
will it be the same?
will your reaction be wad i expected it to be?
will you be willing to forgive and forget?
will you laugh it all off and take it as nth happen?
or will you continue to think wad you hav alwaes been thinking?
will you think "wad's the use of sayin all these now aft wad i've done?"?


crap....was tryin to sort out the photos jing jing send me...ended up reliving all the memories...
frm 2r1'o6 class chalet to sec 3 camp...to studying in 201 mac & airport with WWE...to jing jing's bbq...and back to teachers' day celebration...which is yest...
reminded me with lots of stuff tt happened...all the stupid lame crap loserific stuff we did...hahaz..
ouh well...sad to think tt even aftr all those happy moments we hav we still hav to go back living our life...
emo-ing now...yea...blah...
dun feel like bloggin alr..
bye.


my dad is too damn sexy for himself...((:
i'm still tryin to find ways to get my click five's album....

forget wad i've said...
i don't think you care anyway.

i feel you up against the wall...
(tt sounds sick..but wth? felt like puttin it..((:)
LOVE.

2r1'o6 class chalet. <3

sec 3 camp. k3k3z chilli cwabs. =D!

AWWE. =)

BBQ!! :DD!! weeeeeee!

t'chers' day!! tt's love.

6:50 PM