it's early.
woke up at 7+ to go and chant with sis.
mom din let me...asked me concentrate on studies..
bullshit.
yesterday night was drama...
mum found out bout my dajie secret boyfren...
the phrase " you could cut the tension in the air with a knife " was exactly wad it feels like yesterday.
mum gave her the ultimate...
parents or boyfren.
it's total bullshit.
was pissed at her and din lemme go chanting..
totally illogical excuse...
i think me goin chanting is a much more productive thin than slpin my arse off till noon...

anyway..i went chanting anw...
met up with my erjie's fren (mandy) and boyfren (mark)...
both of them are damn sweet lahz...
such a cute couple...
went to eat breakfast at mac with them..
they feed each other and everything was so lovey dovey..in a nice and good way..
well...at least not all love is lost...
if there's no love in this family right now..
there might as well be more love somewhere that is worth it..

had a horrible thought yesterday...
and somehow the thought stucked..
i really really really hope it's not it..
i have no idea wad i'll do if it's true...
i'll just have to wait and see...
hopefully i'm just thinking too much and reading things wrongly..
please...let it be that way...

well..i'm off...i really hope things will be better..
Liverpool and Manu today!
Chelsea and Arsenal!
BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG!
gonna go watch it outside..heehee...
bye my sexy people! ((:

Jiayou Liverpool and Chelsea!!

10:32 AM

hahaz! this two days have been good!
considering the fact that everyday is filled with homeworks and test.
let's start with yesterday!

THURSday!

woke up...went to school normally...
blah blah blah...meet Geraldine..went to take weapons...get ready for the performance
pretty much screwed up performance...
9.30 end school.
went to century square to watch movie with jing jing may may shunzi and wantingggggg
bloody hell! AUGUST RUSH dun have alr!!
daaaaaaaaaamn it.
how can?!?! there's freaking freddie highmore! and freaking johnathan rhys meyers!
whhhhhhhhhhhhhy?
anw...watched step up 2..
the dance was SEXY!
lolx..love the rain scene!
bloody hell..i like the ending..so romantic..
nxt time i want to try kissing in the rain..
soooooooo.... *squeals!! *
okok..anyway...rushed home to get my stuff for the night performance...
was 15 mins late meeting wendy jerven and suhui..hahaz...
ran like some crazy shit with tt stupid biao yan fu and shoebag...
then went to tamp safra to BOWL!!!
heehee...waited for kevin clifford jerome and chia chang but they were too slow so we started a game without them...
play play play..they came...play more..play finish..left without them...went to eat mac at 201
went back to school to coop ourself in the stupid GO...
but surprisingly...the wait was not as excruciating as i thot it will be..hahaz..
played daidi...learnt bridge..and unfortunately kinda forget how to play...
heehee...was pretty fun...keep on irritating jerven with "soooo what you doing?" with tt damn irritating voice..heehee...but in the end say too much and i zao xia...
lolx...
then...it's our turn to perform!
was fecking nervous!!
it's been a looooong time since i perofrm and it's the fecking first time i perform fecking dui da...
oooooooooomg!
kinda..screwed up i guess..hit suhui's hand at the first move..apparently it's super painful.. =/..
and xianghao cut his hand...blood everywhere!!
okok..exaggerating..and i din see it..but i saw lots of drops of blood on the floor..and cher told me tt there's blood on his clothes too..
need stitches...
gosh...thank god i din do that to suhui!
or i shall be guilty for the rest of my life.. =/
and and and... * **** ******** ** ****** ****!
heehee...figure it out...although i dun tink you noe wad i'm toking..hahaz!
anw...went to mac for dinner/supper with suhui wendy jingyu! jerven kevin clifford and weijie..
it sure does bring lots of memories..
it feels just like the old times..
man..i love them!!
talked nonsensical stuff such as "lying gives you fat cancer"...
and i stupidly believed...zzz
parents came to fetch me..then went home..
slept over at eileen house..heehee..
i dunno why..but i love today..
ok..mayb i noe why...
heeeeeeeeee!

FRIday!

woke up...went home..change..went to eat lor meeeeee with family + eileen!
then went to kallang leisure park and plan to ice-skate!!
but we tink tt it's not worth it and went to BOWL...
had one of my best score of my lifetime..hahaz!
then went to arcade and PLAY!
spent like 30+ bucks on arcade...
daytona...time crisis...drum mania...bishi bashi...
fuuuuuuuuuuuuun!
then went to hougang mall and met up with darling's family!
heehee...ate Gelare...
joey's (darling's sissy) treat..hahaz!
cooooooooool! not very nice but the waffle ice cream made up for it..hahaz!
then went home and fecking chiong maths test...
laaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaa..tt's all!!
and i love this two days!!

maaaaaaaaaaaan...this post is loooooooong..
and i've enough confession today and yesterday to last a lifetime...
tmr still have to wake up early to go school...have mock comp at nanyang girls...
MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!! =(
anw..bye my sexy people! ((:
back to reality...
love ya!
BIG MATCH ON SUNDAY!!!
JIAYOU LIVERPOOL!!!
JIAYOU CHELSEA!! heehee

i'm taking a step back and keep my feelings to myself this time.
i'm not screwing up this time around.

12:14 AM

just a quick one before going to sleep.
as you can see..it's freaking 1.12 am now...
been chionging bio hw for the past couple hours..
madness!
and i haven really finish..
got a feeling they are tryin to kill us even before o level's start.. =/
wad the hell..anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGZHI!! =D!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIAN HUI!! ((:
hahaz! happy sweet sixteen!! ((:

Jingzhi! may all your wish come true and jiayou for o levels! ((:
DBSK loves you!! =D! hahaz!
and i love it when you call me Mrs Gerrard... heeheeh!!!

Qianhui!!! hahaz! happy birthday you sexy shit! ((:
you still owe me a date...and i'll huant you till you give me one..
hahaz! jiayou and pia through sec four life!! you still have a long way to go!
hahaz! jiayou!! ((:
I Love You!! =D!

ok...go liaoz...bye people..those still chionging homework.. JIAYOU!!! =D!
we'll kill them soon! lalalalalalalalala
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
My Girl is AWESOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME!

because we're all waiting for our own fantasises to become realities.

when was the last time we talked like that?
and damn you for going off just like that.
will we ever be together??

1:12 AM

omg...Alonso have a freaking child..
ok..tt's random..
anyway... My Girl is freaking nice!!!
oh man...i get tt feeling again...
that very feeling when i feel like i've been sucked into a fantasy world where anything can happen..everything feels like a fairytale..
and everything feel so unreal..
i have no idea wad i just said..ok mayb i do..but you may not noe wad i just sae..it's ok... just another random stuff..
so! came back frm m'sia! it was pretty fun...although quite sian since i went there quite alot of times alr and everyting just feels and look the same..
made frens wherever i go..hahaz..so fun..just start talking to some random stranger...and the nxt moment we're frens!
heehee...oh! and saw Wanting! hahaz..so cool...
but i feel like i din meet her though..
just saw her a little while..ouh well..
din camwhore or talk or hang out like we wanted...
lalalalalalalala...
oh oh oh!!! and i watched Spiderwick Chronicles already!!!
BLOODY HELL!
Freddie Highmore is super sexy!
he shall be my new boyfriend..heehee..
so cute!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
lalalalalalalalala...since i alr have quite a num of boyfrens...one more doesn't really matter..hahaz!
have to fight with maylyn..heehee..it's ok..i'm sure i can win her..hahaz!!
laaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
trng tmr!! and football in 3 hours or so!! heehee...
so scary!! hopefully they will win!!
everytime expect them to win and they won't..and whenever expect them to not win and they will..
so unpredictable..
JIAYOU LIVERPOOL!!!
lalalalalalalalala...
go liaoz...gonna watch match later!!! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

i tink i'm in love.
for real.

11:39 PM

Adele - Chasing Pavements

i tink this mv is really nice..heehee..like it when they dance on the floor...
anw..not much happening arnd...
really really can't wait to go Genting..
a break frm all the crap here...
results was neither good nor bad...
there's good and bad..
ouh well...
there's a test tmr...so sian...
there's football match tmr too!! yay!!
i am so gonna watch!!
lalalalalalalalalala...
trng these days have been pretty productive and good..
been trng well and not slacking..mayb it's becuz competition is coming and i wan to try my best this one last time...
hopefully i wun disappoint myself this time...
been wanting to go run for quite long alr..but everytym i wan to go running it rains...
so sucky..can't wait to go run and banish my fats to the end of the world!

well..this holiday isn't really a holiday...
have to go back to school almost like everyday..
how shitty..but i guess i can't really complain...it's freaking o's..
got the confirmation slip today...
felt scared...like if i din do well for the o's and get super sucky results then i'm like wasting the money daddy earn...
i want to pay the fees myself...so i can feel the pain and work harder..
and not waste my money...
not a bad idea huh...
ouh well..it seems such a long journey to o's...
dunno how long i can take the stress...
feel so tired alr..hopefully i will do well..
anyway..i have blogged! yay!
and now..i shall go practise damn maths..bye people!! ((:
JIAYOU! =D!

ChuiYing ( Husband)
husband! jiayou ok? ur health is much more important than o's..for real..
if tired just take a break kae? it won't kill..((: jiayou! love ya! =D!

Jiayou Liverpool!! =D!

9:35 PM

ok...i'm feeling guilty...shall post a better one...
see wanyi! all for you! lolx..
but right now i dun really have anything in my mind...
and i dunno wad to write..
er..lemme see...
common test is over...
yay...but more to come..
i'm growing fatter..
been eating like nobody's buisness even though i'm not hungry..
i'm PMS-ing..
my chinese results sucks.
can't wait to go Genting...
i'm busy for the whole freaking holiday...
no 24 hours slp for me...
yea tt's all..shall blog when i have the brain...
bye.

12:23 AM