i'm lettin myself go...
i'm not goin to feel anithin animore...
i guess it's much easier tis way...
now...i'm gonna b super hyper and super happy...
i can't b bothered wif anithin else animore
and i'm gonna spread the love arnd!!
i'm gonna make everybody arnd me smile and laugh...
i will NOT shed another tear anymore...unless it's in the movies..((:
i'm gonna study as hard as i can...
but if my results is still sucky..
i can't bothered alr..
at least i noe i've tried...
so NOW!
i'm gonna b as jolly as ever!! ((:
SMILE EVERYBODY!!
Zhi Yao Xiao Yi Xiao Mei Shen Me Shi Qing Guo Bu Liao! ((:

spread the love baby!!

5:52 PM

MY SEXY LIVERPOOL! <3>

5:21 PM

lalalalalalalalalalalala...
stupid mozzies!
make me lose my precious slpin tym..
nvm...got bac my slpin tym in sch..heehee
slept for the last few hours of lessons..heehee
so shuang! heehee...
eh..and elaine!! cheer up!!
they din mean to b tt noisy...
but u noe us..we're CRAZY!
cheer up yea? ((:

lalalalalalalalalalalalala...
and my father left me home alone and went to uncle derrick house to play mahjong!!
NEVER BRIN ME!!
huh?! huh?! huh?!?!?!
nvm..hmph!
and i sooooooooooooooooo crazy over wuzun can??
my head is full of wuzun...wuzun..and MORE wuzun...
sob sob...i realli wan to see him again... :(
haiz...



he's juz oh-so-SEXY!!
*drools...
my sexy love forever... ((:

4:36 PM

haiz..i'm feelin feverish now..
i'm goin to get sick soon!! yay!!

this year's cny doesn'y feel lyk cny at all...
it kinda juz feels lyk any other day...
except there's sumthin to look forward too.. heehee ( *ka-ching! )
first dae of cny is kinda borin...messaged maylyn for half of the routine..
kept me awake for half the journey..hahaz..
todae was pretty normal..not tt tirin though...
played blackjack and lost quite alot..no luck tis yr...sob sob
nvm...there's still another tym..
and now..i hav a sudden yearning to see wuzun...
tt realli strong sense of sadness and tt realli miss sumone and love sumone feeling...
那种心情是非笔墨所能形容的 ((: (heehee..my chinese is becumin beta..hahaz)
haiz...how i realli wish sumthin realli magical and miraculous (?) can happen and make wuzun appear in front of me..
i noe..it's a fantasy..but hey! a gal can dream rite?
sob sob...
and now bel said tt there's no hana kimi tis week!!
so skhfoighasdlfhgoiahdfoihgandf!!!
ARGH!!
haiz...how i wish tt at least sumone can b there for me FOR REAL when i nid him..
i guess i oni can fantasize abt it..but it will not happen in real life... :(

anw..i tink it was realli sweet for * to actually care bout me when i was feeling tired and so zoned out...
usin sum realli stupid methods to make me laugh
well...if u actaully happen to stumble across my dead and lifeless and stupid dumb blog..
i wan to sae thanks for keepin me alive on tt dae...
it was realli sweet and kinda surprised to actually see u treatin sumone tt sweetly... ((:
thanks lots!

well...gonna find ways to stop those stupid fantasies tt is goin on my head...
bye! ((:
i'll love my sexy love for a long tym! <3

12:52 AM

i feel sooooo fat now...omg...
juz finished reunion dinner..
super duper full!! omg...
but i dun care alr...i'm gonna eat wadeva then go on diet aftr cny..heehee

lalalalalalalalalalalalala...
i'm bored...
it doesn't feel lyk chinese new year..
but i'm lookin forward to tmr...
dun ask me why..i juz do...
and tis blog is dyin alr...
i'm too lazy to blog sia...

gonna let it die soon...weeeeeee
bye!
i miss wuzun! :(

8:57 PM

survived three f*ckin test in a day...
test was total shit...gonna flunk every single one
damn tired...trainin todae was awhfughsdoha!!
but the sweets and choco sumhow took me thru the horrible dae...
aftr a super duper tired and excrutiatin dae in sch...finally went home..
but i guess bein in sch is much much beta than bein home...
on the way home i hoped tt no one will b home..so i can juz go to slp without anyone disturbin me..
but i guess it's juz too much to ask for..
went home and my sis and dad were at home...
once i walked in saw my sis and said hi...
she totally ignored me which i do not care..but aftr a tired f*ckin dae all she could do is smile rite?

wad exactly is her problem??
fine..so i sumhow indirectly pissed her off yest..but c'mon lahz..u get to spend ur f*ckin v'dae wif ur boyfren and u still hav the cheek to giv me a f*ckin attitude?
and it's not my fault tt i pissed u off rite?
if u are realli such a nice and obedient daughter y din YOU wash the clothes?
so wad if u hav an exam? lyk I don't hav liddat?
juz becuz u're the eldest giv u the privilage (?) to order me arnd rite?
can't i juz enjoy my show aftr all the studyin i hav done for the nite?
and can't u juz help me?
hav u ever thot tt if u had helped me mum wun b pissed and start naggin?
all u thot is urself...
fine..i admit i'm in the wrong too...but wad's ur problem?
can't u juz giv in sumtyms?
when u needed help i was there to help u..but when i needed help where the heck are u?
u're soooo bloody selfed absorb in ur stupid own little world to care abt the ppl arnd u..
and u can still sae tt u love me when u're feelin happy...
wad a f*ckin hypocrite...
and i wun be surprised when all of us were not home and u go out to find ur boyfren...
u treat us good when u feel lyk it...
and when u're feeling sucky..everybody hav to juz listen to u and make u happy..
wad kind of shit is tt?

i'm tired of buildin bac the relationship aftr a fight...
so treat me lyk a dirt for all i care..at least i get to noe how u are...
dun act all mushy and sorri when u are finished pissin...
i can't keep up wif ur act..
it's tirin..


some v'dae i had...

7:13 PM

f***!
i'm realllllllllli damn tired!!
it is only monday...and i alr feel so shitty...
all those hours of sleep doesn't help me feel energetic...zzz
and there's so much to do tis week...
it's killing me!!!
ARGH!!
stupid english homework..the bloody compre is so effin cheem i dun even bloody understand wad the heck it's sayin...zzz
and i still hav so mani hw tt i haven do...
suck lyk shit sia...
plus there's a maths test on thurs which i dun even bloody understand a single thin thx to tt useless relief teacher...
and pissing my sister aka my tuition teacher doesn't help..basically she suck at bein a tuition cher to me lahz...a little bit also piss off...
i'm gonna FAIL damnit!!!
sumone save me!!!
i wan to cry alr lahz...
where's my 女英雄 when i nid her...
sob sob... :'(

dying a painful death....

10:19 PM

i wan to sleep...
man..i feel lyk a pig now...
i'm sick of the show my irritatin nephew is watchin...
and that bloody song tt goes "tom and jerry kids" is stuck in my head..
damn it! zZz

lots of homework and i haven even finish one...
all half way done..damn crap...
and there's 3 bloody god damn effin test on 14 Feb...zZz..damn asshole sia the teachers...
haiz...and i bloody failed my chem test..
still haven tell my parents yet..
not planning to anw...
i'm gonna get killed if my parents know about it man...haiz..

i'm so tired i wan to sleep
sleep...sleep...sleep...
i wan sleep!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

3:13 PM

it's funny u noe..
how u tink tt tt particular person is a happy-go-lucky guy...
but actually he or she is realli hurting inside??
i guess not all thins are straightforward...

sumtyms when u realli wan to show ur true colours but u juz could'nt cuz everybody tinks tt u are tt happy happy person...
and they juz start askin y u get so emo all of a sudden....
hav it ever occur to u tt all tt happy happy shit is juz a disguise?
mayb he or she is juz tired of bein happy and for once is showin his or her true colours?

it juz get's so tired in the end...
tryin to be wad u're not...
it hurts not to show wad ur feelings are...
i'm tired of it all...
but i can't change...

ALISON LOVES WUZUN! <3

6:24 PM

i'm tired.
somebody make tomorrow a saturday??so i can sleep my ass out...heehee
wednesdays are a pure torture man...seriously...
lessons all the way till 3pm...and i have training right after that... SUCK!
today was the start of N League...teachers vs 4R5
heard that they are good...4R5 i mean...and i guess they are...
they totally trashed the teachers lahz... 4-0 juz in the first half and it is only 20 minutes...hahahahaz!
omg...and mr tan was playing..damn funny...he look so wierd running in shorts... (oppx!)
hahaz...second half r5 scored another goal..hahaz...after that i don't know already...

went to toa payoh to meet mum and dajie...go shopping for new year clothes...BORING!!
but i need clothes lahz...no choice...
bought 2 shirts and a short...
still have a skirt left to buy...
yes....a skirt...zZz...
but the skirt is damn nice sia..heehee... ironic..
and and and!! i bought Step Up vcd!! yay!! heehee...so happy...
lalalalalalalalalalalala!
channing datum is hot sia...but not as hot as WUZUN!! *drools!

omg!! tommorow morning 4 am have england vs spain!!! i want to watch!!
it's like my darling Gerrard and erjie's darling Alonso lahz...i wonder how it will turn out sia...
DAMN COOL!!
but i'll be busy catching up with my sleep to go watch the match...

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala...maybe i'll go sleep now and wake up and watch the match..heehee...
not a bad idea huh...ok...i'll go sleep then!! bye!!

i will try and make this blog live! ((:

My Sexy Love...
Wuzun!! <3

ALISON! ((:

11:08 PM

ok...i'm bored...so yea...i kinda revived my stupid blog..i dun tink it will survive again anw...lt's see how first...bye!!! ((:

WUZUN IS HOT! ((:
ALISON LOVES WUZUN!

5:12 PM