damn tired.
every single day back frm school and it's like seriously damn tired.
doesn't seem like 12 hours of slp is going to be enough. =/
all the energy was being drained and used up in sch so tt it wun feel so lame and boring everyday.
need some entertainment or we'll go crazy. =/
at least my frens are happy.. hahaz!
need to slp early man...
but dun tink so...
cuz quizzes are coming up like next week.
shit. so dead... all my classmates are alr starting to study and do maths and practice like shit and i haven even start.
omg man. you shld seriously see how chiong my class is..
it's freaking god damn freaky!
guess it's good in a weird and twisted way... =/
putting the pressure on me will get me to study too i guess.. =/
but everyday just seems so tired tt i dun hav anymore extra energy left to study. =/
haiz...shit.
jiayou alison... and it's only the 2 week of the second semester.
damnit.
someone give me an energy booster?
tt can last me for the whole sem...
seems like i used up most of it in the first sem alr.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

and i dun understand wad the hell is being thought now...
ok..i can follow most of them lahz..but there's this one subject where i'm practically lost..
need to buck up or else i'm screwed.
jiayou arhz alison!
anyway! there's subcom camp this coming fri! =)
too tired to look forward to it.
oh ya! and i shld seriously stop all the "fucking" and everything.
now my classmates and i always will have a fucking in every sentence...
hahaz! shit.. it's damn vulgar i swear!
if my sis was there i'm gonna be in so much trouble i probably wun even see my skin cuz it's been pinched and everything by her man.
my left ear almost came off aft i said one f word in front of her lahz...
ONE! can you imagine if it's ALOT?
she'll die. or i would anyway.
zzz.
ouh well.
i'm going off.. tired. =/
bed i'm coming! byeeeeeeeee! =D!
till whenever.

still tongue tied and brain dead.
didn't help much with your presence arnd me everyday.
need to get a grip. before everything is seriously gone.
or is it gone alr? =/

10:26 PM

school's boringggg...
and sucky.. hate mondays now... it's so...ARGH!
geez..i'm really contradicting myself...
when there's holiday i wish school would come..now schools here i'm bitching bout how sucky it is..
gosh..
anw! it's been tiring..and i'm just super lazy to blog...
damn tired.. =/ feel like a pig... all i can tink of is sleeeeeeep...
blah...
anw...last sunday before school starts i went out with the wushu people..
hehe... gosh..i love them... went to ECP to have subway...then rent bikes and cycled our butt to hell all the way to changi village...
but it's still awesome...LOL!
hehehe! i miss them alot...ouh well..
and now i'm just so goddamn lazy to blog..
byeeeeee! =D!

9:25 PM

i don't think it's ever gonna be enough.
i have really changed alot..ok not really alot..but quite alot aft the blowup...
i helped dad...cooked food tt is still edible. did some housework....
but it's never enough. there's always dissatisfaction where either i've not done enough or not good enough.
it's just so blah.
done all i could...don't see sis doing anymore than i did.
but still getting all the crap.
can't wait for school to start seriously.
at least i get a reason to get out of this place.
now even when i go out and hav fun i'll feel guilty and everything. like i don't deserve to be let out and have fun.
whenever i ask if there's anything going on the next day so i can make sure dad have someone to prepare food everything i'll be given a look tt says you-going-out-again?!-tt's-ridiculous...
this is bullshit.

blah. woke up and went out to have lunch at Swensen's with dad and sis.
dad pangsehed us to go gossip and drink coffee with his kaki...
sadded... stayed in library to re read a book...
finally borrowed something tt looks remotely decent...
thinking of going out tmr cuz it's just so boring at home.
looking forward to friday... =)
gonna dress up and go to town with anti thurs.
hope everything goes well..but shall not anticiapte much cuz thins always suck when i anticipate too much.
and this post is getting dumber.
so bye. i shall take a look at my cafe world.
oh! not to mention i'm getting fat too. damnit.

12:03 AM

credits : http://www.cbs.com/primetime/how_i_met_your_mother/photos/photos.php?v=37549&s=5&p=1

=)
hahahaha! gosh..barney so cute!
wish i could watch HIMYM nowwwwwww! =(
LOL! now tt Barney is tgt with Robin!
OMG! hahaha! so cool! =DD!
those who doesn't noe wth i'm talking bout...
go watch it.
it's AWESOME. hehehehe!

When i'm sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story.
- Barney Stinson

hahaz! ain't he awesome? LOL!
anyway...today has been kinda productive...to me...
spent quality time with dad.. =)
accompanied him walk arnd and visited cute ah ma..
hahaz!
gonna bring him out tmr again with dajie...
guess i'm just too caught up with everything tt's going on arnd me tt i didn't spend much time with dad...
well..at least i did tt before sch starts...
mannnn... school's starting...
not looking forward to it..but in a way still looking forward to it...
i'm scared... scared tt i will slack..and my results will be shitty..
and all the projects tt will start coming...
damn... jiayou alison...
it's something you hav to face sooner or later..
GOGO!
and promos are over for the JC ppl! =DD!
yay! hope they all get AWESOME results!
LOL! and i'm craving for chocolate pudding milk tea frm tmart.. =(
damn...

anyway..i started doing crunches like two days ago before i slp..
3 sets of 25... it's still nth but aches all over my abdomen...
tummy still there. zzz. it's only the second day..but still..hahaz!
okok..i'm tired..woke up early...gotta slp soon! if not i'll just crash in front of the comp.
blegh... bye ppl!
you guys are awesome... hahaz! =D!

12:56 AM

mid autumn festival. =)





girls day out! aft wanyi's promo! =DD!

had a blow up yesterday night with sis and mum.
my sis pissed me off man. couldn't tolerate her shit anymore..it's not the first tym she sae all tt shitass stuff...sort of piled up and exploded.
gosh. one shld really think before they cry. my eyes hurt aft tt. =/ and the day aft.
but i guess they sort of talked some sense in me...
i could so totally be a bitch when i want to.
ouh well..guess it's in the genes.
gotta try to help out... keyword : TRY.

i'm feeling very itchy mouth now.. keep on wanting to eat a whole lot of stuff.
damn. i'm so getting fat.
my tummy is getting freaking bigger lahz...
shit.
need to run soon!
ahhhhhhh!
sucks man..now i can't go out and have fun without feeling guilty..
damnit. shld stop complainin.
getoverit you bitch.

gonna add a new panel at the side..hehehe!
list of food i wanna eat! MUAHAHA!
going off!
hooked to cafe world. damn.
byeeeeeeeeee! =D!

1:14 AM

anti-thurs. =)
karen. me. wenliang. kent. samuel.

so Liverpool lost to Chelsea. 2-0.
sucks man. it's the second consecutive tym they lost 2-0.
damnit. the title is gone alr. nv again seen... =(
haiz...it's ok... didn't really expect them to win the title this season..
not with the team they have now. without alonso everything feels weird..
but actually the Liverpool team now is so totally different from the one i supported 4 years ago...
the only constant player was Gerrard and Carragher...
it's not the same anymore... kinda missed the old squad...
like steve finnan! he's awesome...
ahhhh ok..change topic...

went to sch today...didn't really study at all..
aft tt went to swimmm...
been a long long long tym since i swam man!
only swim 20 laps and my arms are aching..shit.
need to burn off more fats!!
pretty much rot like nobody's business aft tt... then went home and sleep!
gonna go may may house tmr! =) and maybe get some studying done..damn...
haven started at all... shit.
i hope i wun fail... ahhhh crap!
jiayou alison!!
looking forward to thurs!!
hehehehehe!
ok..i need to go slp..if not i can't wake up.. =/
and i need to stop msgin! damn...
byeeee! =D!

don't screw it up don't screw it up don't screw it up.
you stupid weird shit.

12:17 AM

hehehehe!
today was goooood!
except for the morning part...
the bloody boss was so freaking naggy and i had to force myself to pry my eyes open so i wun slp while he explain the product..gosh...
almost strangled tt person who asked a ton of question!
was super bored and kept moving arnd until the boss noes tt i'm super bored and very impatient to get out of tt shithole...
but aft the product trng me and karen and wenliang (one of my triathlon teammate) went to meet kent (another teammate) and samuel to have lunch...
aft tt chionged down like some mad women to meet pigsie at orchard!
=DDD! HEHEHEHE! it's awesome!

but suck lorhz...pig who has all the intention to buy something didn't saw anything she like and me the broke one with NO intention of buying anything saw like so many stuff i wan to buy.
damnit. =(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! no fair! =(
walked round fareast till we're damn bored and sian alr..so walked to the heeren and then to cineleisure....
then head to tampines for awhile and back home!
it was damn fun and awesome... =)
finally finally finally get to enjoy my holiday!
omg...and pigsie! seriously! get out of my head! it's freaky!!
hehehe! I LOVE YOUUUU!

gosh! it feels good now... although i totally regret me signing up for the courts job.. =/
it's lame and dumb and boring...
might only last for a mnth...hmmm...
anw..can't wait for next thurs and fri!!
FINALLY CAN GO OUT WITH WANYIIIIIII! WHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!
HAPPYY!
and jing! congratz on getting out of tt shithole! we survived!!! =D! ^5!
hehe! i'm going! byeeeee!
muackz! =DDD!

1:43 AM

wow. looking at my prev post...
i'm really pissed man...
but i'm fine now! =DD!
hehe!
tmr's going to be the last dayyyyyyy!
yayyyy! =)
today kinda sucked at work...
my supervisor just pretty much dumped documents tt is as high as mount everest to me to scan them in.
bloody hell. jing's pissed too...
cuz the same bitch did the same thing to her...
poor thing..
she still hav to survive another week...
jiayou jing!! =DD!
hahaz! i'm going to see my mood tmr and if i'm happy i shall finish tt pile of shit for her.
if not... i'll just leave half tt pile of shit for her to scan by herself.
i'm such a nice person... =D!

hahaz! anyway...i forgot wad i wan to blog abt alr.
damn.... my memory is seriously failing me...zzz
almost fell sick today...
had this very sicky feeling while i'm at work then when i reached home i head straight to bed and sleep like nobody's buisness...
and i'm fineeeeeeeee!
weeeee... gosh.... i really hav nth to blog abt...zzz.
and NO! i'm not going to blog abt the Liverpool's lost....RAHHHHH!
i'm bored...
and i'm going off.
tata! =)

12:21 AM