you know..there's one tiny thing i hate abt christmas..
i know...it's like christmas...who hates christmas?! except for the Grinch..mayb..
well...you know..when you go shopping or go some mall to hang out or sumthing? and when christmas is near they will put on(correct grammar?) some christmas music? and when you walked out of the shopping mall or shops..then tt bloody christmas song will stuck in ur head?oh! oh! and when you're like in the fitting room? and you can bloody hear ppl in the other fitting room singing along with the music and you'll be like wth?!?!....
yeah! it is sooooo bloody irritatin!!
and while you're shopping or relaxing i don't think you need a bloody reminder bout how fast the whole year was and it's the beginning of a new year which indirectly means you're getting one year older right?
i wonder if they will accpet suggestions like put on a different music during christmas season...hmmm...
and BLOODY HELL!! it's goin to be christmas soon!!
is it me? but i feel like this freaking year is passing too fast...
wadever happend to the 24 hours a day?? =/
wierd...

anw...i think Vanessa Carlton new album is quite nice...
the new single is not bad too..very catchy..i think..



i like Hands On Me... ((:

ok! i shall go watch my grey's anatomy season 4 alr!
byeeee! have fun sexy ppl! ((:

hey! dun worry...just be urself when you're with us..
it's ok...really..
just be urself and we love you for who you are..((:
hopefully you noe tt i'm talking abt you. ((:
cheer up my fren! =D!

11:23 PM

oooooookay.
i'm back frm Batam for 3 days alr...
i'm even more tan than before...
it's quite fun...Batam i mean...
i still wan to go back!!! with the same people!
oh mannnnnnnn.... i miss darling...and eileeeeeeeeeeeeeen!
and the sun! the over-chlorined water!

anw...mum's still on leave...
mum on leave + me being lazy + mum's super super good cooking skill = ME GROWING FAT!!
heeeeeeeeeeeeelp!
ok..too lazy to blog alr..a few of wushu camp photos...
thanks BUN and SUHUI!! ((:






hi! i'm selling my house! =D!




WENDY! =D!

bye ppl!
Liverpool better wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin...
please please please i beg you to win!!
i shall watch the match even if it's going to give me a heart attack!
GO LIVERPOOL!! JIAYOU ARHZ!!

again i go unnoticed.

3:06 PM

Wanting made me post this.

WANTING HAVE GREAT ASPIRATIONS!
yeah...apparently she's tt bored...
she actually say that wushu and guzheng shld bond more so that we can overthrow the school...
one word : RUBBISH!

lalalalalalalalalalalalala..
wushu camp was boring. extremely boring.
omg...and i'm the slackest among the three of us (sh and geraldine)..
i sleep, i don't do much, and i sleep.
lolx..sorry man! can't help it...
i'm not getting my 13 hours of slp..so yea...
sorry suhui! sorry geraldine! =(

yest was pretty fun i guess..
cam-whored with the seniors..hahaz! still waiting for bun to send me the photos....
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i miss the seniors!!!!
talked bout lots of crap...
did this small little show thingy and sang L.O.V.E
and do stupid actions that is somehow cute.
lolx...i like!

ok...done..i'm waiting for my gossip girl to load...
super slooooooooooooow..
just finished gong zhu xiao mei epi 10..
gonna watch CSI later! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
mum is gonna be on leave for 2 weeks!
shopping! weeeeeeee...
batam on friday!
with lots of people!
with belynda darling!
with eileeeeeeeeen!
with ppl i once like!
yaaaaaaaaaaaay!
bye!

then you hold my hand. =)

9:47 PM

DIE.
i'm going for camp in less than 24 hours and i haven packed a SINGLE thing...
=/
i feel so lazy...and i'm going kayaking tmr!!
yay!!!! NOT.
oh man....i'm addicted to Gossip Girl..
hmmm...can't wait till nxt yr when star world is showing it!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
there's no soccer match...so boring...
i better start packing...NOT.
bye ppl...
when i get back frm this camp my hand will look damn horrible..
it's alr peeling...yuck..
wadever..byeeeeeeeeeee..
miss moi!! ((:
WANYI! CHUI YING! MAY LYN!! FASTER COME BACK!!!

Gossip Girl. ((:

you walked away just like that.
no good byes.
no hugs.
no kisses.
how can you be so cruel?

8:47 PM

yea..somehow i wish my saturday was like last time..
totally packed.. =/
tuition, swimming, goin out with parents...blah
so bored...
supposed to go to open house...but din...din feel well and was too tired and lazy to wake up...
so slept till 12.30 and still feel tired..
watching Gossip Girl...
quite nice...very bitchy and high school-y...if you get wad i mean..
hahaz... not to mention quite a number of cute guys.. lolx! =D!
ok..back to my Gossip Girl...weeeeee...
i miss maylyn wanyi and chui ying alr... =(

4:45 PM

EAP IS BORING!!!!
omg! it's super boring and it sucks and it gives us so many f***ing homework and killing our holidays...
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
anw..aftr eap went plaza sing with WWE...
been suuuuuuuuuuuuuuper loooooooooooong since we went out together...
kinda miss it...and it felt good...hahaz!
on the way there we were debating whether outram park is pronounced as OW-tram park or OH-tram park...
wth..ppl were like looking at us cuz we're talking in our normal volume which happen to be very loud and giggly and the whole carriage can hear wad we're talking abt.. (i may have exagerated but wth...it's my blog)
anw...reached PS...me and wt went to watch The Game Plan (which is super nice but predictable but it's ok i dun mind) and Elaine and wy went shopping.. =(
so NOT doing things together..but it's ok...
aft the movie Wy sae tt she wanna go home so off we go...blah blah..
and i realised tt i've been saying i wan to go swimming since mid yr but have not stepped into a swimming complex at all... wth.
and i'm getting fat..all those weight lost during OBS is now back in less than a week..
YAY! (sarcastic)

and in reply to Wt bout how come i can recognise Gerrard...
HELLO!?!?!? GERRARD?! the sexiest guy alive?
and no..ang mohs do NOT look the same lorhz...
can you imagine Crouch and Gerrard looking the same? WTH?
blegh! *shivers*
haiz...and i have lots of stuff i wanted to sae but i forgot wad alr...hmmm..
nth bad..dun worry...just all the crappy stupid psychotic stuff i've been thinkin for e.g i thot of going to bath and slip and fall and knock my head on the toilet bowl and die of concussion...
yaaaaaaaaaaaaay! i'm psychotic...wth...
laaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
one two f***ing weeks of NO SOCCER?!?!?!?!
ARGH! i hate international breaks...
EPL nicer than euro cup of wadever lorhz...basket...
anw..pictures!!
and i swear i realli need a freaking new god damn phone or a f***ing camera...
i feel super damn bad using other ppl's phone to take photo..
1) it's troublesome
2) you can't take photos whenever you like...
3) my phone is like really lousy and can i have a better phone?
anw... here you go... courtesy of Zhuang Ke Ai (translation : act cute)


saw this poster at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt..hahaz! FREAKING GOD DAMN SEXY!!
had to beg Wt to take a picture of it..sobs...another reason why i need a phone/camera
tt ah gong block my GERRARD!!! nvm...again!

whohoo!! SEXY!! i always imagine myself sliding on the floor like him when i scored a goal..lolx!
i think it's realli super cool lahz! damn! he's HOT! =D!

in the lift...wanted to take a picture of the 4 of us..but failed.. =(

where's Wt?!?! tsk...too SMALL liaoz...grow bigger!!

on the way home...Wt is twist-ing her mouth becuz she's currently BO GEI like me and wanyi..heehee!!
due to the request of my sexy fren, i shall not post the pics..((:
ok..tt's all for todae...((:
we shall go out one day where we dun go home THAT early and hav the tym to shop and walk arnd and take neoprints...
yes..ok...enough from the psycho person..bye!

10:10 PM

oh! and i just remembered...
on friday my god mother that i din even noe i have until this year is coming to visit frm m'sia...
and she is going to bring this pain-in-the-ass, shit face son of a bitch, stingy and gross uncle.
WHAT THE F***!
it's gonna be torture!
the prev time tt f***ing uncle came...he was a REAL JERK!
ARGH!
i hereby pray to every single god that has ever exist to let me live through the days that he will be here..
thank you.
and people...if i'm not alive aft he's gone..please cal the police, FBI or wadever to arrest this man for being such an asshole...
i'll miss you guys...

and yes..i'm being dramatic...
bye.

10:14 PM

i dun f***ing get it!
this whole i'm-right-you're-wrong-cuz-i'm-older-than-you shit...
it's f***ing bullshit lahz!
just because you're older then you HAVE to be right...
just because i'm younger then i HAVE to listen to you...
even if you don't make a single f***ing shit you're still right..
even if you're so f***ing unreasonable i still have to listen to what you sae..
BULL SHITXZXZXZXZX!
and the sad thing is...no matter how i whine and bitch abt this in this pathetic blog..it's still gonna be the same...
sucks!! RAH!
kinda argued with my mum bout the chem tuition thingy..
told her super loooooooong ago tt i'm quitting...she said ok...
then todae i told her again..and she said..WHY QUIT?!
wtf...then she go on and on and on and i argue back...blah blah..
can't be bothered wif her and stuck my earphones back..
and my bloody mp3 played Bowling for Soup - When We Die...
oh, the irony!
and i'm acting like a bitch now..must be the hormones..damnit..
stupid hormones! why do we need hormones? it just makes everything so confusing and irritating and shit..
bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeegh...

and i'm NOT black ok?!
i'm just tanner... tsk...
got difference lorhz!!!!!!!
and EAP is sooooooooooooooooooo freaking god damn BORING!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
and for once can we NOT go to tampines to watch movie??
i'm super super super sick of tt place and i have to bear with it for another year!
haiz.............................................................................
this post is stupid...byeeeeeeeeeee.

OH! one more thing..somehow some ppl see tt my blog is goin to the left side...but mine isn't..
but i went to my cousin house and it was to the left..somebody help??
i suck at these kind of stuff... =/

9:26 PM

4:52 PM

Don't Waste Your Time - Kelly Clarkson

It's over, it's over, it's over

It seems you can't hear me
When I open my mouth you never listen
You say stay, but what does that mean
Do you think I honestly want to be reminded forever

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your handYou'll only pull me down
So save your breathDon't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

It's not easy not answering
Every time I want to talk to you
But I can't
If you only knew the hell I put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and I
Every night

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You're callin'
You're talkin'
You're tryin'
Tryin' to get in
But it's over, it's over, it's over
Friend

Don't waste your time trying to fix it
So save your breath, don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You held me
You felt me
You left me
But it's over, it's over, it's over
You touched me
You had me
But it's over, it's over, it's over my friend
Don't waste my time

2:39 PM

yes people! i'm back!
i survived 5 days of OBS! YAY!!!
it was pretty fun i guess... when you are going home and you think back of all those things you've done...
but when u're doing the stuff you'll feel damn tired and ask "why the hell did i even agree to come here?" hahaz..
it's all worth it..((:
BUT! dun ever call me to go OBS again...i have enough of OBS to last a lifetime!
i miss lots of people sia!
my parents, sister, WWE, husband, lovelovelovelove, jingjing, my bed, my bolster, my pillow...alot lahz..
was damn homesick on the second night.. =/
so homesick tt i cried...yes..i cry...anw..just a brief detail of the whole 5 days.. ((:

Day 1 (Monday)
reached OBS...instructor was Syed aka Hairy...my watch was Cheng Ho...
did some character/team building games and stuff...
pitched our tent...cook our dinner(yes the food is pretty horrible)...reflection...sleep...

Day 2 (Tuesday)
woke up...was raining in the morning...can't do climbing..played more team and character building stuff...
aft lunch prepared to go to Camp 1...gonna kayak there...
went kayaking...was pretty fun...a little sun burn...reach there pitched tent..bath...feel super homesick...went to have dinner...more reflection...sleep...

Day 3 (Wednesday)
woke up..was raining pretty heavily...tent was wet...
aft breakfast was high element thingy...was super scary.. =/
aft lunch prepared for land expedition...have to walk frm camp 1 to some public camp site near the sea...
bagpack was super god damn heavy it feels like it's twice your own weight...shoulders feel like it's breaking anytime soon...
reached the camp site...was super happy...dinner...din bath at all..stink like hell..
sleep.

Day 4 (Thursday)
was going to rain when we woke up..supposed to set off early for sea expedition...have to kayak round the whole freaking god damn pulau ubin with the tide against you to camp 2...
set off later than expected...due to the rain...
at first it was pretty horrible...never EVER kayak without a guy...if possible..must one guy and one girl...
partner suhui...couldn't make it...switched partners...went to kayak with Amos...
was not bad at first..but the bloody tide keep on pushing us back to where we start frm..was ******* pissed and frustrated...
the whole freaking thing was DAMN DAMN TIRED!
pee-ed in the sea 4 times! hahaz!
just extra info..lolx!was quite fun..when reached camp 2...my whole hand feel like it's gonna break into two...
super sun burned!
whole freaking hand was red...
went to pitch tent then cook dinner..
shared dinner with Junko (another watch)...
food was not bad i guess..if you like curry chicken maggi with campbell cicken soup...
went to bath...then went to the jetty there to talk and share stories and stuff...
sleep.

Day 5 (Friday aka Last Day)
woke up...was super cold...have to prepare for jetty jump...
reached there...wind was super strong...jumped in...came up and was shivering like mad..
did trust dive...have to hit some bell frm a distance...
went to bath then...kept the store...steal some other watch's stuff such as mess tin, water bottle...to cover up those tt we lost..hahaz!
in the end we only need to pay one buck for a lost compass...
went shopping..bought a shirt and a keychain..hahaz..quite nice..
then talk talk talk..say our goodbyes..and out of OBS!
yay!

hahaz...yea..just the breif details..kinda missed it..the people...Syed...stupid lame jokes..
and now..i'm super tan...arms and face only.. o.O...
dajie jingjing sae i slim down...
rubbish...i'll put on weight again now tt i'm back...i'll eat all those stuff i can't eat for the last 5 days...
laaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaa...
and i said tt i'm gonna post pictures..but until now still haven post...
so sorry people...super lazy..heehee..
will try my best..
go liaoz...it's 2.35am now...
oh! one last thing!!!!
Liverpool won Besiktas 8-0!!
hahaz!! tt's freaking sexy! super! duper! extremely!! hahaz!
hopefully they will keep their form...
they super inconsistent sia..ouh well...a new record..((:
Sexy Reds! =D!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

to Suhui:
thankyou for accompanying me to this camp...don't think i'll survive it without you..thanks!
and although you whine and complain every single hour which makes me REALLY REALLY damn pissed and irritated and i have to control myself for saying stuff that i will probably regret...i still want to thank you for living through the second night..love you lots!
and sorry...if my tone was harsh on you on the last two days or so...cuz ur whining and complaining is really really getting on my nerves and i really can't stand it anymore..so yeah..so sorry...
thanks lots and super sorry! i still love you!! ((:
we survived man! =D!

i'm worth every crap that i put you through.
believe it.

2:44 AM

hahaz! changed my skin..finally..too orangey and i can't put any orange font..
hahaz!...thanks Wanting!! ((:
love the spastic spider..hahaz!

kinda relunctant to blog..cuz tt means my Jimmy's sexy face will be gone..
and it wun be the first thing i see when i come to my blog..hahaz!
it's ok..shall give a break for those who is not so into Jimmy..((:
lolx...going OBS in less than 8 hours later... =/
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan...
hahaz...it feels like i'm going to war or sumthin...
all those i'll miss you and take care thingy..hahaz..like i'm goin to some place far far away like the other side of the world and not just pulau ubin
hahaz! but i kinda like it.. heehee..
nvm..it's only 5 days!
i will survive!!
I HAVE SUHUI!!! ((:
and i feel likw smuggling my bolster..hahaz!!
ok.fine..i shall not..or mayb i should...hmmmmmm...
OK LAHZ! dun smuggle...stop giving me that look!..tsk..
(i shall stop hallucinating..)
DIE...this is wad OBS do to you..you start to hallucinate and talk to urself thru blogging..
and u also tend to say things that you don't normally do for example ahemi'mhavingaperiodahem if you get wad i mean.. o.O
and i can't believe i said that either..hmmm..
i should realli shut up...

okie then..i shall go sleep just like wad husband tells me..
or she'll whack my butt...like it's not big enough... =/
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! i'll miss you guys alot!!
REALLY!
*muackz!!

(sings "i will survive" )

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