omg!!
i'm online!!
hahaz...ok fine..so mayb it's not that a big deal..but hey! it's the freaking mid years and it feels like a million years since i went online..hahaz!
wanted to sae i've been mugging hard..but to be honest..
i pretty much just went through everything... =/
hopefully it wun be too bad..
ahhhhhhhhhhh...
mood swings at the beginning of the mid years...
plus being sick and all tt stress... was pretty bad...but i survived!! heehee...

anw...i can relax for now!!! heehee...
my next paper will be nxt mon...tt means NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!
weeeeeeeeeee!
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala....
feels like heaven now...
but gotta start mugging for geog and bio sooooooooon!
jiayou alison!! ((:
i have no idea wad i'm goin to do when o's are here...it'll be a thousand..no..a million times worst than this... =(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i have lots of things to sae but have no idea where to start...
ouh well...i'm too lazy to blog anymore..mayb nxt tym...
go play viwawa!!!! heehee!! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! =D!!!!!

WANYI WANTING!
thanks so much for being there when i need you guys...
you may not know wad i'm really feeling but you were there when i need you guys...
so thanks so so so much....
you have no idea how good it feels when you're there for me when i need you guys...
thanks a million...
=D!
jiayou for the rest of the papers!!! ((:

JIAYOU PEOPLE!!
BAXIA! =D!

football today!
heehee...jiayou LIVERPOOL!! ((:

8:21 PM

if i were a reaction...i'll be an exothermic reaction.
thx to sissy...i'm having a fever.
i can freaking feel the heat coming out of me lahz...
sweat like nobody's business...
=( wad a time to get sick...
ahhhhhhhhh....exams are coming...
shit.
ouh well...
better get back to the books.
byeeeeeeeeeeee! ((:

5:37 PM

ommmmmmmmmmmg.
i tink i get wad wanyi is feeling now.
tt super urgent sense of needing to study.
the only difference is that wanyi WILL definitely study and i don't.
wanyi! get me to study!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

double maths tuition today.
madness...
was half dead aft tuition.
aft tt went to meet dajie at tamp mall.
ate mos burger for dinch (dinner + lunch) cuz daddy pangseh us for mj... zzz
aft tt went to sistic to buy Zhang Dong Liang's concert tix.
for dajie and mickey mouse. NOT me...
really really really wan to go Click Five's concert...
but i'm broke and no one wans to go wimme...
=(
laaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaa...
i noe i'm supposed to be studying right now..
but i just can't force myself to study..
it feels wierd studying on a sat night... =/
WANYI!! HOW THE HELL DO YOU DO IT?!?!
wierd...
ouh well..go play vww..hee
byeeeeeeee!

ever felt like someone just sucks the air out of you when they stands just beside you?
even if it's just to move aside to let someone pass by?
it's like you suddenly feel like a jelly?
wierd huh? how someone could do tt to you...
i noe i shldn't be thinking bout this right now...
and i'm tryin very very hard not to think bout it...
but somehow it's all so hard...
just thinking of you makes my knees weak.
how i wish i could think of sumthing else...
oh...who am i kidding?

9:24 PM

hello! hello!
it's been a pretty great week i guess..
but tiring...
wushu competition is pretty much over...
except for the group event..which is like none of my buisness...
didn't really really do well for my event today...
but it was ok i guess...not my best event but the result not bad lahz...
overall perfomance this year was good!
=D!
got 2 golds 1 fourth and 1 fifth...
NB NB... (not bad not bad) heehee

well...our school has done pretty well this year too...
and now...it's all over alr...
like officially..
i can't help but to feel sad...
i mean...after so so so many years of wushu and it's over just like that?
i know i sae tt i'm pretty sick of wushu and everything..but i dun tink u can really just leave sumthin behind just like that without feeling anything...
wad bout my frens? the people i know through wushu?
the things that i learn frm wushu? all i noe is that i'm gonna really really miss the trainings and frens...
but who noes? mayb it's not the end aftr all...((:


well..theres bio test tmr..and i pretty much predict tt i'm gonna flunk it..
i'm in no mood to study AT ALL...
and there's like so many freaking chapters to study...
and my brain is too tired to stuff anymore information inside... =/
ouh well..i guess i have to get back to a world of serious studying...
been missing lots of lessons and test...
and i better make up for it or ppl wun get back their test papers.. =/
it just feels so hard...i dun wan to leave this world i'm in right now...
it just seems so perfect...
but i guess all good things come to an end... =(
sob...dun tink i'll ever feel like this ever again...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

anyway...LIVERPOOL WON!!! heehee...
woke up to watch second half..hahaz! was freaking happy..
heehee...
and i really really tink tweety brings me luck....((:
no tweety today so no luck..but it's ok...
and bloody hell...my comp kena virus...AGAIN.
W.T.F.
zzz...and i noe you're reading this sister!
i dun tink it's possible for you to NOT see my blog huh...
ouh well...just gimme some privacy sumtyms kae?
it's wierd having ur sister noe so many things abt you... =/
and pretty freaky too...

well..back to the real world people...
bye!! gonna need some serious sleeping someday soon man...
if not i'll die right there and then.
congrats to everyone tt won and good work to those that compete!
NASS WUSHU ROCKS!! =D!

you have no idea how hard it's for me to stop myself frm telling how i feel about you.
this whole feeling is getting more and more overwhelming...
i dun tink it's an obsession...
i tink it's sumthing more than that...
and if only i noe how you feel.
if only i can control this overwhelming feeling.
if only i can push away this feelings.
if only you will show me your true colours and tell me who you really are under those mask.
if only...

LIVERPOOL ROCKS!! =)

10:18 PM

sick.
cough. flu. block nose. sexy voice.
but! i'm getting better..heehee...ok..mayb not the sexy voice part..
tryin to not talk..but somehow it's hard...
plus i still have to shout for competition.
which leave me coughing my lungs out aft tt...zzz
anyway... please do NOT call or msg my handphone okie??
my line is cut off alr...will tell you guys when i get a new line..heehee...

well! today is start of the wushu competition.
it was neither good nor bad i guess...
dun really noe my position cuz everybody (except Jerven and Wendy) went home cuz it's pretty late alr and no one is there to record the results..
but thanks Jerven and Wendy for supporting me!!
really really appreciate it! =)

there's competition tmr too.
thank god bio test was cancelled!
can't get anything into my stupid head..zzz..
hopefully i'll do better tmr!
=D!
gonna miss lots of lesson...
and i'm gonna have a hard time catching up..but ouh well..
gonna retiiiiiiiiire sooooooooon...
shall retire gloriously...
hopefully.
okie..tired..gonna sleep..
NOT gonna watch football..
cuz i'm guai.
heehee..bye!!
THANKS WENDY AND JERVEN!
i'm really grateful for everything! ((:

Go Liverpool!! =D!!!
Jiayou!! Baxia!

it's funny how it all ends up.
now i noe who my real frens are.
guess it's been a lie all this while.
it's ok.
at least i get to noe who's real and who's not.

oh yea! and thanks for Wanting Wanyi Elaine May May and Jing Jing for cheering me over the phone! it means alot to me and it brought me out of my emoness...love ya guys!! thanks!!
Muackz!

Youming! cheer up! you know where to find me! ((:
love ya!

10:54 PM