i'm having the pms of the pms.
as in like the king of fucking god damn pms.
i get so fucking god damn irritated fucking god damn easily it's fucking god damn irritating.
i swear this is even worst than PSLE!
and PSLE was the fucking worst thing tt ever happened to me...
no.. O's are still not tt bad...PSLE was alot fucking worse.
can you imagine?! fucking hell!
i seriously seriously can't stand staying at home now...
the last week i was even rushing home trying to walk so god damn fast so tt i can be home as soon as possible...
but now..fuck! i'm thinking of excuses and things to do like going to the library or bank even though the fucking queue to deposit cash is fucking nuts.

cuz all i do at home is get fucking god damn nagged!
like wadver i did was not enough.
fine so i didn't do much...but how the fuck am i supposed to noe i'm supposed to fucking do something without being told?!
HELLO?! i'm not a fucking god dman psychic! as much as i like to call myself one.
housework was nv my thing and bloody hell...of cuz i dunno wad to do if you dun fucking tell me.
and when you fucking tell me wad to do... say it in a god damn nice manner lahz!
wad the fuck is so god damn hard?!
i'm not the fucking god damn maid lorhz!! you can tell me nicely and i would do it begrudgingly but still do it...
you screaming at me or shouting at me to do something isn't going to help much lahz!
fucking hell...
i'm going crazy here man...
sonofabitch.

i need to get out of this shithole but it's not tt easy to get out of this shithole.
fuck...i'm like back to sec 1...where everysingle place i go i have to tell my parents...
and whenever i came home just a little aft 8 i'll be guilty and keep thinking up of excuses so tt i wun get scold...
wtf.. i'm seventeen! i dun even feel seventeen!
and why i dun feel seventeen?!
cuz i'm not fucking treated like one!!! god damnit.
and when i dun feel like seventeen i dun act like one...
and when i dun act like one stop fucking telling me tt i dun act like one and keep on saying tt i'm some fucking god damn sec 1 kid!
if you wan me to act like seventeen then treat me like fucking god damn seventeen!
ARGH!

screw this shit.
just get me out of this fucking shithole before i go crazy man.
fuck.

11:58 PM

watching this jap drama...
funny..i dun even noe the name of the drama...
but it's damn good and awesome...
i noe the jap title though!
ok..and i forgot wad is it... lazy go find...
but it's damn damn damn nice and not to mention there's lots of cute guys in it!!
hahahahaha!!
it's abt this girl who married this rich guy who is abt to die in a mnth and she hav to take care his six adpoted sons aft he die so tt she can clear her debts.
it's super nice...and short.. =(
only 11 epi... haiz...
left two more episodes only!! shall savour it...
the sons are damn hot..
hehehehe!!

anw!! self declared today off.
din go to work today but accompany my dad to check up early in the morning today...
my 12 straight hours of slp is gone.. =(
damn...
also..i'm super broke..cuz i just paid two mnths of my phone bill which cost a total of 90+ bucks...
and poofed...my isetan pay is gone alr...
i deleted emails frm blogshops saying tt they launched a new collection of clothes.
cuz i'm scared i see smth i like and i'll spend again...
it's been a loooooong tym since i online shop...
haiz... helpppppp...
i work so much...much or many? much sounds more right...but anw..
i work so much but i only got one pay...
damn.... wth is taking the pay for the IT fair so longgggggg?!?!?
doesn't like the feel of an empty bank... =/

celebrated pigsie's birthday yest! =)
she went nuts over the flowers we gave her...
hahaz!had mee suaaaaaaaaaa! =DDD!
and i miss wanyiiiii...
hehehehe! and i'm bored...
sian...no mood blog liaoz...
wan to sleeeeeeeep...
but cannot...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

haiz...i'm kind of hoping sch would reopen soon...
then i would be able to go out without giving a reason...
although i'm going out almost everyday but it's to work...and it's different...
it's no life....
school is life....
even though i'm not going to work i dun like staying at home either.. =/
haiz... sian arhz........
tink aft i finish my jap drama i go rewatch hana kimi...

ah. bye! =)

your gender would be alot more tolerable if it wasn't so darn cynical.

-calvin and hobbes.

12:44 AM

i'm bored...
i just watched idunnohowmany episodes of HIMYM and now i'm at season 3 alr..
wayyyy too fast!
not good!
maybe i shld go watch my hana kimi...hehehehe...
revive the love of Ikuta Toma...
AWESOME! =D!
LEGEN-waitforit-DARY!
muahahahahahaha!
blame it on too much HIMYM.

i miss tt pigsie.....
quick come back!
toffee looks homesick!
or ownersick... something liddat....
i'm so gonna get killed if she's skinnier...damn... i'm going to stuff her with food.
TOFFEE! dun let pigsie noe!
i'm going crazy.... i'm talking to pig's rabbit thru my blog..wth?
lalalalalala...
i need to talk to human beings!
i'm going weird! and tt's baaaaaaaaaad.
i'm not doing normal things nowadays...
cuz i have this job which is boring..but not too boring thx to jing...
but still boring... and i haven unload my feelings normally for a week now...
it's all bottled up and jumbled up and it's not going to come out anytime...
it's weird......
i'm weird...

having internal struggle nowwwwwww...
blame it on pms.
i dun care...
POST menstrual syndrom....feck...i forgot how to spell tt ass word!
damnit.
SCREW YOU PMS! SCREW YOU!
i'm outta my mind...
PIG! stop oggling at cute taiwanese guys and come backkkkkk!
i wan nobody nobody but chuuuuuuuuuuu!!
*claps claps double finger pointy thingy at you*
lalalalalala!

i'm high... cuz i'm tiiiiiiired...
does it makes sens? no..it doesn't...but it does right now.. gonna find dramas to watch...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
PIGSIE! COME BACKIEEEEEE!
bye!! i love youuuuuuuuuuu!

selamat hari raya syafiq! hahaha!
=D!

11:08 PM

=) this song is nice..
and and and there's like a JaeJoong lil bro...Joon Ki's twin...SeungRi's lil' bro too...
i'm just kidding...they just look super duper alike! it's freaky!!
hahaz! i feel like i'm back to those korean/jap propaganda days...
LOL! thx to jing jing...
we actually squealed like nobody's buisness and practically screaming at her ipod in the office lah!
hahahahaha!
anw... the job i'm at now sucks totally.
it's freaking god damn boring. and even though it's seriously like easy money...
i'm actually bored out of my mind tt i even came up with a couple of excuses to give the supervisor why i want to quit ON THE FIRST DAY OF WORK.
and i think i'm going to get freaking fat lahz!
i'm not exercising...
all i do everyday was just sit down in front of the comp waiting for lunch tym to come.
aft lunch and pigging out like pigs...
go back in front of the computer and sit there till your butt numb for another 6 hours.
i'll be amazed if i'm not getting fat.. =(

but it's ok! at least got jing jing to accompany me...
if not i think i'll be gone aft the first day alr...
sorry jing jing..for having to put up with my whining.

anyway...pigsie is not in town...so i hardly go online anw...
not tt i hav the tym or mood... since my dad's home i can't stay at the comp for too long.
not tt i'm complainin...nth to do online anw..
except for HIMYM.
lolx!
it's getting super boring...
ahhhhhhhhhh! i need a life soon!
i need a life as much as i need a tan!
omg... i'm like getting whiter..
and staying in the freaking north pole office the whole day doesn't help at all.
=(

can't wait till 1st oct!
cuz it's going to be the last day!
hahaz! i'm even going self declare off on 25th Sept.
jing not going work on tt day anw!
and can use this day to celebrate tt pig's birthday! =)
have to see if she's free not though...
hmmm... okok... i'm off..
hope i wun be bored out of my mind.
may i survive this work. =(
give me the will power ppl!
jiayou alison! gogo! you need the money!
=D!

11:30 PM

ok...i got the job alr.
nooooooooo...
i noe i shldn't be like complaining or wad not...
but...damnit... i'm not going to enjoy my holiday now!
nooooooooooo!!
and i haven even go out at all with pigsie!
sian!
not to mention the travelling tym there sucks.
and and and i haven sleep till i'm shuang yet!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! MY HOLIDAYYYYYYYY! =(
at least the pay is not bad i guess... =/
haiz...
i'm gonna watch HIMYM!
byeeeee! =D!

4:34 PM

okok! a quick post before i go batheeeeeeee!
going for some HDB admin interview in like less than 2 hours later!
and i'm not looking forward to it..
i dun even feel like going to work..but tt's not the point..
i dun even noe wad's the point...
but still..

anyway! i've finished watching Gossip Girl Season 2 alr...
bloody hell...Chuck Bass is like damn sexy and awesome...
and i've just finishedmy IT Fair job...
thankgod! my boss and one of my colleague is driving me nuts... one more day and i'll go crazy...
and for the first tym of my life some stranger actually asked for my phone number...
and it feels damn weird...
and i have no idea how much i earned and i may get cheated by my boss for all i noe...
and i need to go and bathe before i'm really late!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! bye!
i love you!! and i'll miss tt stupid pig!
byeeeeeeeeeeee! =D!

12:42 PM

i'm going to let my blog rot till i finish Gossip Girl season 2 and ALL the season of How I Met Your Mother.
till the next tym. =)

you know you love me.
xoxo.

12:16 AM