in serious thot of letting my cafe world rot...
so sick of it alr..but i can't seem to let it rot...
zzz. =/

anyway! woke up at some ungodly hour today...
went to sent off my god granny who passed away on the third day of cny...
considering the fact that she has stopped any intake of food or water since the eve of cny..it's amazing how she could last till the third day...she's awesome...
rest in peace granny!
it's the first tym i went for a sea burial... :D
it's very very cool and peaceful...
totally different from the normal cremation and burial..
probably it's also becuz they only allow a limit of up to 12 ppl on the boat only...
so it's pretty much strictly family members only... it's quite a closed knit affair... =)

aft tt went to meet Pig Yi and Youm! =D!
zomg...feels like a long tym.. =/
everyone's just so busy...
studied for a while and was too tired and couldn't continue any longer so went home aft tt...
I WAS UP SINCE 6:45am in the FREAKING MORNING ok?!?!
crazy! it's ungodly lah!
realised that if i woke up and the sun is still not up yet i'll be very cranky and bitchy.. =/
ouh well...just dun pissed me off...you wouldn't like it.
went home and slept like some dead pig...totally din hear my alarm ring...
woke up in the end! WHOHOOO!
gonna study! =D! i can do itttttt!

hmmmm and i realised that it's really really scary to like/love someone...
when you fall hard for someone it's like all your real sense and wadever doesn't matter at all...
and when the person you like/love does something that totally crushes your heart..he/she wouldn't know cuz the person is totally oblivious to the love you've given...
and it's really really very scary at the thought of how someone could control your own emotions without them even trying.
i guess maybe that's the power of love...
but if it really is..i'd rather not have that power...
cause it's just too scary alr.
seriously! why can't things be simple? zzz...
life's too complicated and i don't like it...
maybe it's still best to be ignorant.
it's still better to not know anything than to know everything.
curiosity kills the cat... shall rmb tt..

and i really hate the fact that the bloody school put our main fucking exams right smack in the middle of chinese new year.
asshole...
it's like they deliberately torture us you noe?!
middle fingers...
shall go study now! :D
jiayou alison!

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