Love's back from Vietnam!
miss her super lots... and aft tt she go and escape to malacca before we even had a chance to have at least an hour conversation and made me go crazy alone in singapore.
but it's ok! gonna meet her on thursday!! whohoo!
decided to just pon two more trng since i've alr pon-ed a term of trng.
two more wun die. hehe!

been doing my head in ever since term test's over.
screwed up every single paper. feels like murphy's law. =/
my body's clock pretty screwed during the term test week. causing crazy eye bags and dark eye rings! awesome... not.
and i realised i've become so freaking bimbotic these few days it's a wonder how anyone near me can stand it.
pretty disgusted with myself right now...i'm in this whole self-doubting and bimbotic shit phase.
i don't even know wth is wrong with me but i know something is wrong.
hopefully i can get pass all this shit before term break ends.
cause i need to get back to my awesome brain of mine and start hitting the books before i die during the main exam next year.
and since study week is during the cny week which is so fucking dumb i'll need to understand wadever tt is being taught if not i'll just self destruct during main exams.
feckkkkkkkkk.
everything feels so shitty now. =(

feeling better aft talking to Love!
thanks for keeping my sanity...
and for that i love you more! if it's even possible.. thanks love! =D!
it's gonna be a short break from school.. =/
two weeks. gosh. at least there's time to meet up with love and everyone else. =)
miss wanyi tooooooo!
feels like she really escaped to her own planet!
haven made plans with her yet...hmmm...need to find tym!
looking forward to the cousing gathering cum bbq!
yayyyyyyyyyyyy! nth beats barbequed food.
hehehehe.

found tt i'm losing interest in almost everything.
except maybe food and sleep. =(
shopping seem to lose it's appeal or maybe it's just me. ouh well...
i need to get out of this rut. pronto!
feck. bye!

bet you din realise anything at all.
but wait, when did you even realise ANYTHING?
maybe i'm making sacrifices for the wrong person.
you aren't worth it.
gonna give it to someone who deserves it.
you bitch.

6:24 PM