ARGHHHHHHHHHH!
there's trng tmr! at ECP! =( open water somemore...
which means we'll be swimming in the seaaaaaaaa!
BUT BUT BUT BUT my parents don't allow me to goooooo!
RAAAAAAAAAAAH! it's really nice if they can see me as someone who is older.
i feel like a primary school kid all over again...
being all super excited at the thought of going to the zoo (minus the consent form part) but then being told by ur parents that you can't go. =(
and i just told my manager that i'm not going to work. and it's all for nothing.
=( shit...means i have nth on tmr! could have gone and earn some money..even though i dun really wan to see the person's face... =/

sian lahz...wad's the use of joining tri when i couldn't even swim in the freaking sea?!
zzz. ok...ironic how i'm so lazy i'm not even signing up for the NYP Biathlon... =/
but still!! =(
and maybe i would just joing the NYP one...sounds fun...
can get me focused on some other things other than wadever i'm thinking these days...
hmmmm...maybe. i seriously need to get a life.
and i seriously suck as a leader... =/
i'm super super guilty and feel damn damn bad..like seriously... haiz...
i'm not doing a good job and i really scared tt i'm going to cause the group to do badly for this shit ass project.. =(
and i seriously shld stop saying seriously...
i'll be lucky if i can even do well academically... =/
and i shld seriously stop saying seriously.......
btw youm! saw the note...thx! =)

ANYWAY! there's BANGS on my head.
i think it looks weird... =/
or maybe i'm just not used to it... but shld be ok bahz... =/ something different.
HAHA! Guan Rui (my class chairman) asked me what made me go cut bangs...
i'm quite surprised by the question actually..hahaz!
guess i wan to try something new cause i'm sick of the same thing?
guess people change and move on. =/
geez! I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET A FKING LIFE.
but anyway..back to the topic...
it looks seriously weird and ugly when tied up... =/ shit.
and and and my forehead sweats easily...
ahhhh wadever!

i got thrashed in daytona today. =(
sadded. my reputation of daytona girl is thrashed!!!!
noooooooooooooooo! hahaha! but it was fun...
advanced map is....advanced... LOL!
and i just realised that * is good at percussion freaks!
hahaz! i hope no one in my class is seriously reading this... =/
wanted to sae something but stopped myself JUST IN CASE on a small chance there is someone reading...
can't risk it... LOL! youm noe wad i'm thinking though... i think...
hehehehe!
crap... need to find something to do tmr alr...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! WHYYYYYYY?! =(

maybe swimming on my own or with karen...hehehehe! not bad eh....
gotta get some fats off me...
it's sticking to me like plagues(sp?)...
ok....having a date tmr soooon! WHOHOOO! =D!
i'm hungry... =/
ahhhhhhhhhhhh! WANYI! i wan pictures!! faster!!
hehehe!

till whenever! =D!

i didn't take my love away. but i'm leaving you alone.

11:30 PM