HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY PIGGY! ((:
you're officially old!
may all your wish come true and stop torturing me!
love ya! =D!

9:16 PM

Emmy Rossum - Slow Me Down

Rushing and racing
and running in circles
Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart

Save me
Somebody take my hand, and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear
In the blur of fast forward I faulter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
I'm getting nowhere

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I'm falling apart

Tell me
Oh won't you take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Just show me
I need you to slow me down

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down


i tink this song appeals to everyone now.
feels like everything is passing by so quickly you don't even have time to blink.
feels like everything is suffocating you and you can't get out of this place.
is there ever an end to all this crap we are having now?

chinese o'level is over.
i tink i did quite badly.
but still i hope i'll get wad i wan.
thot it was pretty tough. freaked out a little in the beginning.
ouh well... it's over.
wad's done is done...all i can do now is chant and pray that i can get a good result.
apparently tweety isn't much help in studies...
just in OTHER affairs.
seriously..i would rather tweety be good in studies than in OTHER affairs. =/
blegh.

there's still bio to do...
it doesn't even feel like it's a holiday.
what holiday?!
when we still have to study everyday so that we can improve in the subjects tt we sucks in.
and wad holiday? when we have to go back to school for two weeks...
suddenly feel so fucked up.
ah. it's just a temporary feeling.
ta!

just when i thot it was a lost cause,
you came back and save me again.

8:44 PM

manunited won the champs league.
another reason to add to the list of Why I Hate Manchester United FC.
chelsea was soooooooooo effing close to winning it!
i can't bloody believe it.
poor chelsea fans...
ouh well...it's ok..there's always nxt season! Cheer Up Chelsea fans!! ((:

so!
the end of intensive chinese week!
the beginning of o' levels!
yay.
today everybody was freaking hyper during chi lesson
and mdm goh is making me fall in love with her!
heehee...
the whole lesson was filled with laughter...crazy crap...and farting.
hahaz! it's been a long time since we had so much fun...
and wow! it's alr the end of term 2! shit.
means term 3 is cuming and all hail the arrival of the prelims then wad do you noe?!
the o's!
yay!!!!!!!!! not.
argh! it's so fucking frustrating.
blegh.

chinese o's nxt mon...
pls pls pls pls pls lemme get a good result.
please!! gosh...let all my hard work pay off.

anyway. watch finish season 1 of gossip girls..
why in the hell do they always make us wait for a loooooooooong time till the nxt season? so irritatin!
the waiting is killing meeeeeeeeeeee!
chace crawford is HOT! ((:

looking forward to the date with san da tian wang!!!
heehee it's a million years since i saw them and finally we're meeting again!!!
yaaaaaaaaaaay!!! counting down!

oh! and did i mention i'm gonna have a miserable b'dae this year?
erjie is planning her 21st b'dae on my b'dae...
parents dun lemme go out on tt day due to my results blah blah blah...
how nice. yay!
for once in my life time...cut me some slack for god's sake!
argh!
getting pissed very easily these few days...
i swear it's the hormones... =/
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
gonna be a long while till i see Gerrard play again. =(

rejected mj's dsa...
hope i dun regret my choice....
study hard you stupid piece of shit!
bye!

I'm not allowed to adore you the way you know I really want
But I do
Even though it's been a nightmare to pretend that it's all okay
It's not the easiest thing to avoid but the damage is already done

9:51 PM

sexy little things.



Jerven Suhui Me Wendy <33

Just a few pictures...
to sum it all up...today pretty much sucks...
feel pretty down...
11 days to chinese o' levels...
pressure's rising high...
the number 9 keep on floating in my brain...
pretty horrible... =/
not much help coming frm parents...
ouh well...it's only mid years!
tink alison! tink tt it's only mid years!

it's getting harder to go through everyday.

10:15 PM

sometimes i really hate my mum.
why can't she just for once in her lifetime give credit where credits due?
why can't she just compliment me for once?
i'm not a fucking perfect child for god's sake...so pardon me if i din meet any of her target...
it's just so fucking frustrating that whenever i tell her my results or wadever she will ALWAYS concentrate on those that are not good...
why can't she ever think of those that i've actually did well?
does it really kill her to just compliment me for once in her fucking lifetime?
wad's so fucking hard?
other people's parents boast abt how well their children is doing and blah blah...but all she does is go on and on abt how badly i've done and how horrible i am or wadever...
i dun fucking get it!
just how well does she wan me to do?
all A1s???
well...if she wan a child tt is so fucking clever..go adopt one or sumthin...
sometimes i even wonder if i'm her real daughter...
who in the hell keep on go on and on about how horrible her child is?
shit lahz...
i have no idea when's the last time she even compliment me abt anything lorhz...
what the fuck.
screw her! ARGH!

12:25 AM

oh meeeeeeeeeeeeee god!
got back results liaoz..not all...but pretty much
it was ok i guess...not as bad as i thot it would be...
my emaths was petty good...for the first time in my entire 16 years living on this earth...i got my frst A1... heehee...
god...it was horrible waiting for the results... =/
can't the teachers just faster give it out and end all our misery?? gosh...
chem was ok i guess...everyone was asking me why i was so high even when i fail...
mayb it's becuz i did better than i thot i would..lolx...
chi was ARGH!!!! i just dunno how to break through my marks!!!
all i wan to do is do my super best for chi and i'm failing miserably..sucks sucks sucks!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
english was...er...ok? not tt bad even though i fail...
you noe wad? one good thing abt getting ur paper later than ur frenz is tt you noe wad's the range is and you kinda expected somewhere there...and you wun feel as bad...
so thanks wanting and wanyi....hahaz! for being kinda the guinea pig... =/

and omg...wt send me this super awesome picture tt is so fecking cute....
heehee....it's sexy..really..
i'm bored...
i have no idea wad to do...
i'm too lazy to start studying right now...
i feel so...blah..
diner dash is getting irritating...
those games tt is nice can't be played anymore...cuz i've used finish the trail period...zzz
i'm getting bored everyday...roaming arnd doing nth...zzz
too used to studying every night...
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
i'll go find stuff to do...byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
LIVERPOOL ROCKS!!!
rah!
and chelsea better god damn win!!
i bet my money on them for god's sake!
zzz...and read THIS!
MANU SUCKS EVEN THOUGH THEY WON THE TITLE.
yes!believe it...rah!
dun even tink bout a double man....
even so..liverpool still won more times than manu...
hah! in your face...

ahem...anyway...got sidetracked for a little while..

(half an hour later)
lost my mood bloggin..till nxt tym! bye! ((:

i fell stupid for you.

10:13 PM

Mid Years ended a day and a half ago...
been busy letting my hair down tt i'm too lazy to post.
and i'm still too lazy to post...
zzz...till nxt tym...still tryin to make up for all the time tt i've been mugging!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
viwawa...diner dash...posh boutique...movies...gossip girls...
FOOD!
i swear food is goin to be a vulgar word soon...zzz
feel like a fat bitch..ouh well...byeeeeeeeeee!

last match of the season alr!!!! holy crap.

everyone and anyone. but you.
it has been a mnth?
it's pretty horrible.
where are you?!

9:44 PM