funny how one fine day can go haywire just like tt *snaps fingers! *
zzz...this sucks. he dun deserve this damnit!
he's like the greatest person on earth and all the bloody fucking heaven or wadever it is is treating him this way?!
hello?! where the fucking hell has all the justice or fairness or wadever fuck shit gone too?!
damn YOU lahz!
is this how the greatest guy on earth be treated?!
to think that he believes in YOU so much...
but hopefully YOU wun be that heartless and may things be better...
please..i beg YOU.
i'll even pray every day...
please...do something to treat him better!
(fuck...i'm contradicting myself....wadever.)

and ****** ********* my arse lahz!
what am i? rubbish?
do i realli look that stupid to you?!
you don't seem to be "******** **********" her though...
hello?! and yea..you're *****..everyone is *****...
but can't you even at least **** *** * ***?!
izzit realli that hard?
damn you...
who ARE you?!

and why am i not surprised...geez...
to hell with you.

thx. cuz without you i dun think i can even manage thru a day.
when everything in my world seems like it's crumbling down...
you were they to support me...
even when i'm damn freaking irritating or you're occupied or wadever..you're still there...
i love you man!
you deserve everything you have now...
and i'm happy for you...
love ya! ((:

study!! you little piece of shit.

tomorrow will be better.
i know it will.
hope is my only hope.
LOVE.

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