why is it so hard to be a good person?
a few hours before i was just feeling super guilty and feel tt i'm such a selfish bitch..
but now...i dunno man...it's like i'm super irritated at them...
feck..i dun even noe wtf i'm talking abt...
it's just so hard to be a good person...
my cousins are back...again..
they went home just today morning and i was feeling super guilty and think tt i'm such a bitch when they went home todae...
but now..when i see them walking into the house and stinking the whole freaking house wif stinky feet...
it's like i feel so damn irritated and pissed and everythin..
feck.
ARGH!
plus they hog the comp..they seriously do nth here!
either they use the comp or watch tv...
i'm forced to use the other older comp becuz they were using the new comp..
but the old comp was shit and it's not even goin into websites...
and i even hav to be questioned abt wad i'm goin to do wif the comp when i asked them whether i can use it...
wad the?!
hello?!
i wonder whose house is this..
seems to me like i dun live here anymore...
there's fucking common test nxt week!
can't they just stay at home for the fucking weekends?!
fuck.now i sound like a bitch...and i'm being one now...
damn shit...
feck lahz! i'm feeling so pissed now...damn it.

anyway..today has been okay..i guess..
tuition at 12..went to meet wanyi at 2 went to tuition again at 6.
dropped my phone twice.wonder whether my phone is half dead.
funny.kind of heartpain for my phone...guess i'm not changing my phone soon...
felt like a bond b/w me and my phone.although it's antique..
i dunno wth i'm talking abt.so ignore wad i just say.
ate dinner wif erjie.
was ok...been a long time since we ate dinner together.
chatted bout LOTS of things...
i'm surprised tt i even said so much...
i actually tell her more things than i tell my dajie...
wierd. funny how we can fight like there's no tmr and how we can still be so close.
she said some stuff...got me thinkin...
she said tt when a clique hav friendship problems it shows tt ppl hu brought up the problem cares alot bout the friendship..
i guess it's true...
kinda got to know her other side... kinda cool.. (:

and i just noticed...
boys like girls frontman, Martin Johnson, is pretty cute..
hahaz!here's picture...((:
can't get it into bigger size..something happen to the size thingy..click the picture for better view! ((:

cute?! no?
ouh well..i think he's cute..hahaz..
think i'm goin to buy their album...((:
save save save...better start saving now..
or i wun hav money to make secret. ((:

and i'm still feeling tt sweet touching romantic feeling..
hee...wonder when it'll wear off...
hopefully not so soon...=)
and well..watched ghost whisperer...and there's one line tt realli got me thinkin and tt sweet romantic feeling came up to me again... forget wad's the line but it's sweet...((:

and i hav the urge for lots of confession and telling of my secret these days...
i wonder what cause it...
hmmmm...
but tt time nv comes...
either the person is not there or there wasn't the right time...
all those words just at the tip of my tongue...bursting to come out...
ouh well...
pretty long post...more for nxt tym then...

one more little thing...
for those hu's fighting with their siblings now...
remember what makes you hate/fight/argue/quarell with ur sister/brother...
cuz aftr some time/a long period of time..you'll feel damn stupid and wonder why you even hate/fight/argue/quarell with them... ((:
i'm not the best person to tell you wad to do..but..thot i'd sae this.. ((:
enough for now...
till nxt tym ppl..
less than 24 hours till EPL!! =D!

go on...leave me breathless... (=
LOVE.

11:51 PM