and my lovely weekend comes to an end.

Friday.
wushu trng was pretty fun.
had to train at the quarandgle...
keep on fighting for space with the scouts and NCCs...
took picture for *secret!
and he remembered me!!! hahaz...((:
hahaz...aftr tt went for chem tuition...was quite ok...understand wth Mole is..
keep on tryin to smuggle food into our mouths..lolx!
aftr tt went for dinner wif mum and dad...
went home and changed and prepare to go to belyn house to stayover!! =D!
reached there alr 11 plus...
din realli do anythin...2 plus liddat then slp bahz..
missed the feeling... (:

Saturday.
woke up arnd 11 plus i think.
hahaz..ate lunch and prepare to go for tuition...hahaz..
went back to belyn's house aft tuition...
went back and prepared to go to pet farm to see Joey's dog...
it is freaking cute!!
and i fell in love with a puppy..i dunno wad breed it is..but it's love at first sight!!
omg...i'm in love!
and Wt thinks it's scary to fell in love at first sight wif a dog...
it's not scary ok?! it's sweet!
lolx...aftr tt went to Loyang point for dinner and to buy sum stuff
can't get all the stuff we wanted so went to Giant..hahaz...
had lots of fun shopping and doin stupid crazy stuff...=D!
aftr tt went back to belyn's house and watched tv...
2 plus then went to slp...
was chatting wif belyn darling and i suddenly missed E Ym Wt...
i dunno y..but just suddenly thot of them...hahaz..msged them at three in the morn...
and darling..cheer up yea...wadeva tt's making u unhappy will go awae soon...((:
just remember i'll be there when u need someone =D!

Sunday.
woke up at 12 i tink...
went to pick up the dog!!
went to see my love at first sight...too bad he's not mine... =(
fetched Joey's dog...hu is called Jerry...
wanted to call him Jelly..but i'm not allowed..lolx!!
watched a little tv and while playin with Jerry..HE came!
i kinda hoped a little when i heard tt darling's ****** is cumin...but i daren't hope too much..
it's been months since i last saw HIM...
and well..HE came! ((:
my heart was doin a little dance when i saw him..lolx...
but we din talk at all...
was kinda awkward and everythin...
then HE went off wif S...
he changed...i guess i kinda changed too...=/
din do much aftr tt...
aftr dinner went to buy ice cream!
came back and i saw HIM!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...hahaz...
but again we din sae anythin... =(
then it was time to go home...
when i walked out i said bye to him..hahaz...he looked like he was expecting me to sae bye or he looked like he wanted to sae bye..hahaz...
or mayb it's just all my imagination...
anw...when i said bye i feel like my whole world kinda floated..hahaz
and i feel like i small little kid wif a huge crush...zzz
and and and!! he waved back...
crap...i was like...OMG!...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...and now when i tink of it my heart keeps doing somersaults..
i feel so...idunnohowtosae...
then i hugged belyn and i saw HIM looking! hahaz...
was wondering if he wish the one i hugged was him..hahaz...omg...did i just say tt?
lolx..
when i walked out i felt sad...and i wonder when will i ever see HIM again...
well...i'll wait for a miracle and wait for tt day to come... ((:
Ju jie jie fetched me home..din wan to go home so early...so asked her to drop me at the bus stop and i walk home...
and here i am...still replaying back the scene...and my heart doing tt somersault thingy...
zzz...
someone help me to get out of this stupid feeling?
=(...

and i'm startin to hate weekends...cuz it's the dayS where my cousins come and stayover...
i'm just so sick of them coming..don't they have their own lives?
why do they keep coming over and ruin our lives?!
it's so freaking godamn frustrating...ARGH!
i'm feeling emo now..haiz..
Ym! believe in miracles and they will happen...
and i believe tt miracles will happen b/w u and him...((:

i'll still cling on to every hope of seeing HIM..((:
i'll believe in miracles..
Love...

stab my back..it's better when i bleed for you...

11:25 PM