it's startin to be a horrible week..
it's only freakin monday...
craaaaaaaaaaaap..
haiz...everythin has either been as horrible as before or it became much worse..
tt feelin i felt 2 yrs ago is back..
but i will continue to believe tt it will be better...
someday somehow everythin will be back to normal juz like 2 yrs ago...
hopefully..

family problems are back again..
partly becuz my attitude pretty much changed for the worse/better
and partly becuz i'm goin thru freakin puberty and having pms pretty frequent...
and a small part becuz i 看不爽 my erjie...
ouh well..
she's better off living at her freakin hostel..
i wan my bed back..
it's no fair u get to have the better bed juz becuz u're older than me..
now i'm havin backaches thx to you...
and i admit my attitude towards her has been pretty sucky...
but u dun hav to tell ur "best fren" abt it and how my attitude suck in my face..
like i'm invisible or something...
i look like i couldn't care less wad u sae...
but do u noe tt i'm hurtin deep inside my heart...
i realli dun feel like i'm ur sister anymore..
more like a stranger living under the same roof...
u treat ur frenz much more beta than me...
fine..so my attitude towards u suck like shit..
but hav u ever thot y i treat u like tt?
nvm...like u ever care..
juz continue to treat me like i'm invisible...
tt's wad u do best..

and the friendship between us four is crashing down juz like tt...
pretty quick and fast...
but i'm sure everythin will be better...
dun ask me y i tink like tt..but i'm sure it will be...
now..i dun care wad * tink of me..
if she thinks badly of me..
i'm fine with it..
cuz i noe time will change her concept bout me...
i'll proof to her tt i'm not wad she tinks...
and hopefully our friendship will change for the better...
((=

i'm gonna stick to motto and tt is
EVERYTHING WILL BE MUCH BETTER TMR!! ((:
okie...明天会更好!!
bye! ((:
GO LIVERPOOL!! <3
love you forever and KILL KILL KILL on WEDNESDAY!! ((:
*muackz!!

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