the today means yest....

i dunno wad's wrong wif me...
i get super easily pissed off...
it can't b PMS rite?
or izzit?
haiz...and i noe tt when i'm pissed off i noe tt i pisses other ppl off too...
and i'm realli realli sorry if i pisses you off...
i'll try to change...
hopefully i wun be so irritated aft nxt week...
i'm super sorry! =(

3 more hours and i'm gonna be on my way to malacca...
dun feel lyk goin..might as well stay at home and revise my work...
plus i get to train once more...
but for some fuckin reason i HAVE to go...
wad the fuck...

todae was crap...tired...and irritated...
had english argumentaive essay test on first period..
spoilt my whole day....was super pissed at myself...
and everythin juz went wrong...
double bio was okay...did presentation...
screwed up my part as usual..
i nv seem to be able to present properly...zZzz..
chem was borin....talked to jingzhi bout hamsters for the whole lesson..
din even bother to listen to wad Gan says...
and now i dun even noe anythin bout valency...zZz
slept durin amaths....
lei mee looked for me when i'm slpin...
mr loi tricked me...arsehole...
and i need more maths remedial cuz i noe NOTHING bout alpha of data(?)
wad's tt anyway?!
i dun even noe wad the hell is it lahz...shit...
emaths was crap....
mr loi din even teach....
aftr sch waited for mr tan to come...
he din even come..looked for him for 3 bloody times...
went home without takin hist test...
slept all the way till 8....
and i'm still super tired...
mayb i'm realli PMSin...
jingzhi sae tt when PMSin u will slp alot...
seriously??
haiz...i dun wan to go malacca...........
i juz wan to stay at home and sleep thru nxt week...
the pressure is on...
and i dun tink i hav anymore strength to control my irritations
hopefully i wun burst and scream at everyone...
and once again..i'm realli sorry if i pissed anybody wif my suck-ass attitude todae... =(
anybody does NOT include gordon and joel lee...

bye!

everythin is fallin apart...
we dun seem as close as before...
there seem to be more secrets than before
i guess wad we once had will nv be the same anymore..
it juz doesn't feel right....

1:23 AM