it hurts.
it hurts so badly tt it's indescribable..
i dun get why u treat me like this..
did i do sumthing wrong to make u feel tt way?
i'm ur sister goddamnit..
remember me? the OTHER one?
sometimes i even wonder whether i'm realli your sister
how come when both of us are hurt u oni care abt her and not me?
the response i get is totally different...
all i get is sarcasm...
but wad does she get? love...care...
don't i deserve your care and love?
izzit becuz of our age gap?
it realli hurts...
and all i can do is cry at one side..
wad can i do to let you care for once?
whenever i tried to communicate wif you you shut me out...
when will you open tt door i've alwaes been wanting to open?
izzit so hard?

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