shit...i'm seriously pmsing now....
tt's bad...very bad...
crap...
i'm gettin pissed super easy now...
argh!!
man..and tt bloody person seriously pisses me more...
dumb ass..
i'm gonna slap * man!
damn shit..

haiz...i miss my sexy love...
during the holi i felt so out of touch to the world even though i've been goin out lyk everyday...
haiz...tt empty feeling...tt super crap shit feeling...
i wan to see him....i realli realli miss him...
seems lyk pictures can't realli satisfy the need of seein him in real life.. =(

haiz...and i'm not goin to argue wif my erjie anymore..
cuz i noe tt wadeva i sae u will alwaes find an excuse to believe wad u tink...
i'm so sick of arguing wif u...cuz wadeva i sae is useless...
so all i will do is juz shut up and listen to wadeva u sae...
and if u juz happen to come to my blog..
wad i wan to tell u all tis while is...
it's not tt i dun wan to do ur work..
but i also hav to see whether i hav the fuckin tym to do it...
and u alwaes give me so many questions...
and when i tell u i can't finish it...
u will sae tt it's for my own good blah blah blah....
then u will sae if i dun hav tym to do hw then y do i hav the tym to go online...
yea sure..lots of ppl will tink tt...
but i've been bac frm a freakin school which is filled wif crappy teachers and loads of homework...
can't i juz use the comp to relax??
damnit...
argh!!!

and now i feel the pressure again...
the one i felt when i'm in primary6...
when i break down in tears when everybody's sleepin
when i almost thot i will lose it wif all the tuitions and activities i had...
when i almost couldn't get through psle...
i feel it creepin bac towards me....
i felt lyk i'm goin crazy wif all the homework i hav...
i'm so sick and tired of everythin...
i juz wan to hide in one corner and alienate awae frm everybody..
i wan to juz stare into space and juz tink of wadeva i wan...
i'm losing it...
and it feels lyk no one's there to catch me as i'm fallin down...

everythin seems so complicated now...
it feels so different now...
i wan to go bac to primary school...
where everythin is so innocent..
when the most terrible thin to them is when their fren dun fren them...
and everybody goes i dun friend u le..
i wan to b in a world tt is juz so simple...
no school...no competitions...no nothing..

anw.... HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY TO JINGZHI AND QIANHUI!! <3
hahaz..u guys are old!!! i'm not!! at least i wun b till a few months later...
but wadeva...happy birthday!! =D!
may all ur wish come true!! =)
be as lame as ever...
and live life to the fullest!!
and i love u guys!! <333
*muackz!!
er...it shld be belated birthday alr..but wadeva...weeeeeeeeeee!!
and jingzhi...NO pink water bottle pls??
hahaz

anw..went to do project wif wanting wanyi and elaine at popeye's!! weeeeeeeee
hahaz...blah....
lazy to giv the details...
thot of uploadin the photos todae...
but i'm too tired alr...
so..mayb nxt tym..bye!! (=

ok..mayb one will do...
one down lots more to go...bye!!!

i love my sexy love forever...<3

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